Bits & Pieces Of My World

2012-02-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

What is impt in life ? Wealth ? Frame ? Or having many likes or friends in fb ? Now, i realised that most impt of all is health both phyiscal and mental health .. With good health, one can do a lot of things .. Money can never buy health .. To have a healthy mindset, one must have a positive outlook in life and have social support from friends or family members.. One has to learn how to let go.. When one is stressful, one needs to find ways to de-stress and be peaceful with oneself .. In time of troubles, it is the also a time to know who lends a helping hand or listening ear .. And also know who wanna put in 2 cents worth of tot when it is not necessary at all.. The best way of being there for someone is quietly bto next to that person, waiting to lend a listening ear or to say " Be strong and Take care " .. Sometimes, we should try to place ourselves in others' shoes & try to understand the other party ..

2012-01-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

Happy new year !! May 2012 be a great year for all of us ! :) How was 2011 for you ? Let's forget the bad parts & look forward to new life ahead !

New Year Resolutions 2012 :
1) To be more content in life
2) To lose weight
3) To lead a happier & healthy lifestyle

New year wishes : May my family & friends stay happy & healthy..

2011-12-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

It has been a while since i last blogged .. Been busy with work and my lazy bone starts to tigger in me .. Wow ~ Time flies .. It is already Dec ! Looking forward to my long holiday break :) Took leave from 27/12 to 30/12.. So my official last working day for 2011 is 23/12 and back to work on 3/1/2012 .. heehee :p*rubbing hands in glee* Will be heading to HK ! It has been a decade since I last went there .. Really looking forward ! :)

2011-09-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

10 years ago, the terrible terror attack happened in USA .. Quite sad that many lives were lost ..Hope the families who lost their loved ones can move on with life..Guess we really have to learn to cherish life and our loved ones..

2011-08-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

Finally it is month of Aug .. No need to work on sat liao .. Yay ! :) Weekends are back to normal.. Today is National Curry Day in Singapore .. U must be wondering : is this a new Public holiday ? The curry issue got heated up when there was an article on 2 families.. The PRC family complained to Community Mediation Centre that their Indian family cooked curry & they can't stand the smell.. In the end, it was agreed that the Indian family can only cook curry WHEN the PRC family is not at home :( Oh well ~ Personally, I dun agree that the Indian should cook curry only when PRC neighbour is not at home.. What if the PRC family is at home the whole day ? And Indian family can't be peeping toms whole time to peep whether PRC family is at home or not..

Last week, some Singaporeans created a fb page named "Cook and Share a pot of curry!" Our law minister clarified that the incident took place about seven years ago and that the agreement was suggested by one of the two parties — not the mediator who was present and urged Singaporeans not turn it into a xenophobic attack on foreigners in general.. Xenophobic -hated feelings towards foreigners..There are 62k attendees for curry event! Wow ! My mom & i bought curries to support this event .. This event is not to show that we hate foreigners.. It is to show that people should learn to be tolerance towards others as we are living in a multi-racial community .. When I saw all the yummy currylious photos, really feel proud to be part of this event and all the Singaporeans who took part in this event! There are even peoples from other countries who took part ! Wow ~ This is really the power of social media ! :) In curry, we stand united !! :)

2011-07-02T20:11:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time since i last blog.. Much has happened.. Went to Malacca in late may..Attended Jap lessons every week after work .. Working half day on sat.. Doing jap homework on sun nite.. Practicing jap during free time.. Haiz.. Sometimes, it is not worth at all.. At the end of the day, wat i get in return are hurtful words which make one heartbroken.. Haiz.. I truely understand wat it means when human fail u, God will never fail u... I know that God will always be there for me.. I know i can do it with God's strength.. I won't attending jap lessons anymore..

Received a piece of good news ! I got a promotion ! So happy ;) In life, u gain some, u lose some.. I thank God that now i have gain more than ever ! :)

2011-05-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

It has been a week since GE2011.. Never been interested in politics until this GE 2011 when they redrawn the the boundaries of GRC.. Basically, a few block ard my area are being thrown to AMK GRC.. Really felt like a pawn in the chess game.. Oh well.. Went to 2 Worker's Party rallies .. Really awesome experience ! :) Swarms of people flocked to stadiums to listen to their rally speech..

Stayed up till 3am to watch the results last sat.. The best news of all is that Worker's party won the Alujunied GRC ! :) MFA Minister George Yeo has to leave his post.. Oh well.. The most heartbreaking news of all is the Mr Chiam See Tong & Ms Lina Chiam lost in Bishan-Tao Payoh GRC & Potong Pasir SMC.. Esp Mr Chiam See Tong who lost in Potong Pasir.. He served the people with all his heart.. Haiz.. Until now, i still feel sad for him.. Despite of his weak health, he still got the willpower & the fighting spirit to walk around, talking to people & speaking at rallies.. really admire this humble man who loves Singapore & Singaporean.. I remembered wat he said : " I am not a brave man. I love Singapore & Singaporeans " His another pharse i will remember & i think it is most encouraging : " When there is life, there is hope. When there is hope, you can do anything under the sun" :) Took a trip to Potong Pasir & took a picture of the famous signboard before they may take it down :( Hope he will be in good health & continue to fight in next GE :) He will always be my hero ! :)

Another person i admire during GE 2011 is the young & sweet Nicole Seah ! :) Her confidence won me over :) U go girl ! Very proud that such a young gal has mature thinking .. She has a lot of potential.. Another thing i noticed is this GE2011 is the power of social media ! FB has been crazy during the week before GE ! Many posts & comments flooded in ! WoW ! As for now, let's wait & see wat happens during the following 5 years ..Looking forward to GE2016 !

2011-05-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

Wow ~ It has been a while since i last blogged.. Been busy with work and stuff.. The past week has been a big hoo-ha week as it's time for General election ! An exticing week ! Sometimes, it is good to have a change.. :)

2011-03-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

It has been a week since the earthquake & tsunami in Japan .. Many lives were lost .. Family members & friends lost their loved ones.. Kudos to the Japanese who still can remain clam & stoic throughout ! Heard from 93.3 that people in other states of Japan actually q up to donate blood , people are still polite to one another, people saw things dropped on the floor of supermarket and helped to put things back.. It is very touching esp the part abt donating blood .. Really salute & respect the Japanese ! I serious wonder if something happen to S'pore, how will Singaporeans react ? Will we still be polite to one another ? Will we still care for others in need ? Will anyone q to donate blood to save others' lives ? Guess the culture is different ba .. It is sad tat such things happen .. Guess everything happens for a reason.. We should start to count our blessings ..

2011-03-04T20:40:00.002+08:00

Concerts .. Guess everyone has been to a few concerts in their life.. I am more of a musical person rather than a concert-goer.. I always tot that in musicals, performers can show off their singing abilities.. As for concerts, the singer can lip-sync the lyrics..

Well well ! One dashing hk artiste changed my mindset ! He is Raymond Lam 林峰 !!! ^,^ My all-time fave actor and singer who acts well and sings emo songs ~ Last sat went to his concert :) Yep, my 1st concert ! It was wonderful ! I can understand y fans start to scream etc .. Everyone is looking forward to hear him sing their fav songs.. While waiting for Susan outside hall 8, i started to people-watch.. Crowd started to stream in .. there were many mother-daughter teams, couples and even aunties ! Wow ~ Some came with flowers.. One gal in the row in front of me often lifted up her bear and waved.. LOL ! Had a great time ! Took lotsa pictures and some videos :p Did not get to shake his hand :( Till today, i keep watching the videos i took and listen to his songs.. Really can't get enough of leng zai Lam Feng :p

During his concert, he sang this song "凭良心说再见" .. It is not a popular song but he sang with much feelings ~ I love the lyrics ~

凭良心说再见

谁叫爱意或会高又会低
没法因起誓便破例
有泪流亦有欢慰
爱与罪大概相抵

和你爱到未彻底便见底
别要把丑陋代美丽
爱若难医好伤势
说再见无愧于心底

分开也像各自放生
勉强爱比独身凄惨
温心的纪念放与不放纵是难
良心恐怕没法捡

开心太少伤心太多
无谓在享受着痛楚
分享太少争执太多
何以要爱得折磨
一生太短牺牲太多
宁愿就强忍短痛别再拖
舍得更多得到更多
别叫美好的旅程仿佛兴奋错
相恋也不过为了欢笑过

2011-01-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

Heard a piece of good news which make my day :p When it is CNY, the days ahead will be better :p

2011-01-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year !! How did u celeb the new year's eve? I spent a quiet evening at home, watching telly .. LOL ! All the best to all of us in this coming year :)

2010-12-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

Came back from taiwan on monday nite.. It was a fun trip.. Had my 1st sky lantern.. Went to Jay's outlet !! It was rather cold in taiwan ! I love taiwan & will def go back there in summer to shop.. Did not shop & eat enough :p Guess will focus on taipei only :)

2010 is abt to end folks .. How was 2010 for u ? It was an eventful year for me .. Guess in life, u gain some and u lose some.. It takes time to know one's true colour.. Guess at times i can be navie & treat pple & also expect same treatment.. Oh well.. Hope that 2011 will be a better year !

Every year, will make resolutions .. Haha ..

Here are my 2010 new year resolutions :1) Be happy :) -> Sometimes do feel happy2) Go travelling ! -> yippee i did this :) Went to taiwan :)
3) Get better job.. The grass on the other side is more greener ;p -> hmm.. well, sort of ba..
4) To lose weight .. Getting a bit plumper ..though i dun wanna admit tat i'm fat ;p -> heehee

2010 wishes
Everyone i know to be happy & healthy

2011 New Year Resolutions
1) Learn to count my blessings :)
2) Further studies
3) Lead a healthy lifestyle

2011 wishes
Everyone i know to be happy & healthy :)

Wishing everyone a Happy 2011 !! May 2011 be a great day for everyone !! :)

2010-12-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yippee ! In 3 days' time, i will be heading to taiwan ! I will be spending christmas there too :p So happy and exticed :P I seriously need a break & deserve a holiday trip.. My last holiday trip was to korea .. Tat was ages ago ! hmm.. batam & JB dun count as overseas ba..

Hmm.. Seems tat nudity is a trend nowadays.. One naked man wanted to order coffee in Mac-donald's .. Another lady stripped and went to board a bus.. Haiz.. Think it is quite sad .. Dunno wat makes them do such stuff? Maybe the pressure of the world ? The busyness of life ? The different challenges to face?

Saw this while out shopping.. Actually it is thre back of a file .. Tot that it is meaningful ..

2010-12-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

Time passed so fast .. For the past few months or so, life has been quite drama esp in workplace .. Guess time really can tell one's true colour .. Disappointed with some pple whom i regard as friends.. Been working with new manager for a week .. Hmmm.. Still need time to adjust and get used to her working style.. Guess that God plan everything well.. He allows setbacks in life for some purposes.. He allows us to see things or pple in a different perspective.. At least, i have a clear conscious .. 2010 almost comes to an end .. Wat have u done in 2010 ?

2010-11-14T12:20:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Life is getting drama now.. Haiz.. Pray that i can survive and pull thru' the tough times.. Now the only motivation is my holiday trip to taiwan in dec.. Seems so near yet so far .. I wish to be in a far far away place..

2010-10-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

Another eventful week.. Haiz.. Totally draining .. Anyway, got a new toy today to pamper myself :) It's i phone 4 !! Haha :) So happy ! :) Hopefully i can survive this month as i got my new toy :)

2010-10-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

It's Oct liao !! Heard both good news & bad news .. Good news make my day :) Shall not disclose it :p Bad news is tat my manager will be clearing leave so most of the time, she won't be in office .. Haiz~ Going to be a busy month.. Hopefully, i can survive thru' this month .. In my last blog entry, i mentioned tat i dread 29 oct.. Now, i'm looking forward to it ! Haha.. Ya, so contridicting ba.. Think it's gg to be a long long month .. I belive All things are possible with GOD ! *\(^,^)/*

2010-09-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Seems tat i misunderstood tat person.. oops.. Guess i presume things ba.. Dread the month of oct esp the day , 29/10.. It's gonna be a sad day :'( Oh well.. Have given myself a task to complete in a month's time.. Looking forward to the Dec ! Have booked a holiday trip ! Yeah! And i will be spending my 1st christmas overseas :) I'll be heading to taiwan ! Yippee :) And also looking forward to getting my i-phone 4 as a early bday present to myself in mid-oct :) As for nov.. hmm.. not really looking forward to getting a year older ;p However, i welcome a day's leave and 2 days of publuc holiday.. Haiz.. I hope i can be mentally prepared for the arrival of 29 oct :(

2010-09-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

How was your long weekend ? Haiz.. It was an eventful long weekend for me .. Shall not go into the details..The only thing i learnt is tat u get to know who are your true friends all this while.. Someone told me " Friends come & go " I beg to differ .. For me , pple come & go only true friends will always stay by your side no matter wat happen ..IRs were told to stop all the shuttle buses in the heartlands etc.. So sad ! Tot can go to bishan to take the bus to RW.. Oh well.. If one wants to gamble, one can find ways & means to get to casino .. Personally, i think tat the shuttle bus services are a form of customer service to the locals and tourists.. Guess those taxi uncles are the happiest lot as they can laugh their way to the bank..

Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you,

they're supposed to help you discover who you are.

- Bernice Johnson Reagon

2010-09-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for the long weekend ! Feel like nuaing at home .. Haha ! ;D Wat does friendship mean to u ? Will u keep in touch with those who are close to your heart ? Hmm.. Recently heard something from someone which made me a bit disappointed.. Maybe our friendship is not as strong as i tot .. Or i value this friendship more than the other person ba? Maybe i'm just a nobody to this person & not a friend ba ..I really dunnoo.. Feeling a bit sad though :( Guess meeting & parting are part & parcel of life.. It's a stage which everyone has to go thru' ba.. It's a stage which i dislike the most .. Maybe i'm just being too sentimental or emo .. Haiz.. Oh well, have to face the music one day when tat day arrives :(

"False friends aren't always that bad because it shows you about yourself and teaches you to be strong and life goes on." -Josh Wojo

2010-08-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

Have always been a fan of Cecelia Ahern .. Love her books :) If u watch the movie "PS I love you" , the story author is Cecelia Ahern.. Recently, have been poking my nose in her book " If u could see me now".. Love this pharse so tot of sharing ..

" Life is kind of like a painting. A really bizarre abstract painting. You could look at it and think that all it is a blur. And you can continue living your life thinking all it is is a blur. But if you really look at it, really see it, focus on it and use your imgination,life can become much more. That painting could be of the sea,the sky,people,buildings,a butterfly on a flower or anything except the blur you were once convinced it was. "
-Cecelia Ahern , If you could see now , 2005-

Do u want to see your life as a blur or a colour picture ?

2010-08-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

Last monday was National Day .. Love the fireworks ! :) And also Kit's singing of 'Home'.. Tat almost brought me to tears.. Felt very proud of Singapore ! Guess we are blessed with good political stability etc.. Really appreciate it ! Now is the YOG season..Hmm.. Seriously, i am not as enthu abt it as i was being enthu abt world cup.. HAHA ! Anyways, i know tat Singapore will do well in being host to the foriegn participants..

Seems tat my plans for short trips have gone down to the drain for some reason or another .. :'( Haiz ~~ Feeling very tired now .. Workplace got a few werid pple .. But glad to have some other nice colleagues around :) But they won't be in office for some months :( Haiz ~ It's gonna be boring at work.. Really wish to go to a far far place.. Now, waiting for the next long weekend next month .. Maybe i should take a day's leave this month to rest .. Oh wells ~

我们继续走下去继续往前进继续走向期待中的未知旅行

2010-08-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

Happen to listen to this song on radio recently .. Really love it.. Guess pple want to be the opposite of their real self..

相反的我 - 张芸京

我看着镜子后面皱着眉的我

很孤单他有话想说

像天空不会永远都是蓝色的

有阴天你才会抬头

走穿多少的巷弄

笑了哭了

有三四个人爱我

我想要一个乱了数字的时钟

我想做一个完全相反的我

我在这个世界拼命些什么

累死我

我有双不听任何命令的耳朵

去享受快乐加上自由的我

我要变成一颗透明的石头我不会动

也不会痛

想问他用了太久累极了所以

原谅我想消失其中

每个人都在设好的轨道奔走

讲真的我想要呼救

请看爱情的脸孔

美的丑的季节温热都被愚弄了喔~

我想要一个乱了数字的时钟

我想做一个完全相反的我

我在这个世界拼命些什么

累死我

我有双不听任何命令的耳朵

去享受快乐加上自由的我

我要变成一颗透明的石头我不会动

也不会痛

喔~(这个我到底我不一样的我)

喔~(对什么想什么怕什么)

我想要一个乱了数字的时钟

我想做一个完全相反的我

我在这个世界拼命些什么

累死我耶~

我有双不听任何命令的耳朵

去享受快乐加上自由的我

我要变成一颗透明的石头我不会动

也不会痛

啦啦啦~~~~(相反的我~~~)

我想要一个乱了数字的时钟(相反的我~~~)

我想做一个完全相反的我(相反的我~~~)

相反的我~~~

2010-07-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

Feeling a bit tired now.. haiz ~ For June & July, have to work half day on sats .. So tiring ~ As sat is usually the day which i sleep in and laze ard in bed..World cup fever is on now.. so far, i watched 2 matches nia.. Both Germany matches... Still considering whether to watch the semi-final match .. It's at 2.30am ! Oh man ! Confirm have to become a panda next day.. Oh wells.. shall decide abt tat later.. Really wanna have a short brreeaak !! Oh well.. maybe have a kit-kat while waiting to plan for a holiday trip :P Take a break, Have a kit-kat !

2010-06-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

It's June liao !! Time files sia ~ Wat have u done for the 1st half of 2010 ? Today marks my 2nd month in new workplace.. Last nite, went for bak kut teh dinner with colleagues after work.. Enjoyed their company :) We had some gossips to share :p

Jay's 10th abulm is out !! Esp a song in the abulm .. After 说好的幸福呢, this is the next emo song .. Love Jay ! Jay Rocks ! :)

周杰伦-说了再见

天亮了雨下了你走了

清楚了我爱的遗失了

落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放放不掉泪在飘

你看看你看看不到

我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到

我不能就这样失去你的微笑

口红待在桌脚而你我找不到

若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到

能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉

说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找

再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了雨下了你走了

清楚了我爱的遗失了

落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放放不掉泪在飘

你看看你看看不到

我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到

我不能就这样失去你的微笑

口红待在桌脚而你我找不到

若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕

我的手忘不了你手的温度

心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳

伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到

能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉

说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找

再次拥抱一分一秒都好

2010-05-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

Been in new workplace for a month liao.. Sorta get used to the new environment.. Of cos, i do miss the peeps at Vital .. And also miss the food at Amoy , Maxwell & Chinatown food a lot ! Guess miss the price more ba :p Oh well..One of my new colleagues worked there since she was 18 ! And now she's a mother of two.. Wow ! She has been thru' a lot of stages of life in ONE workplace.. From turning to 21 to dating days to marriages to turning to 30 to being a mom of two ! Really respect her sia.. Was telling the intern the other day tat i can't imagine myself to work in the SAME workplace for soo long .. I think working in a workplace for 5 years is really long enough ! Oh well.. Guess the thinking of older generation & pple of my generation really thinks differently .. Pple of gen X tend to be more loyal to the company.. Whereas, Gen Y pple tend to job hop, always striving for the best.. Been playing with the idea of furthering my studies.. Been thinking of ACCA as i may continue to be in the fiance industry.. I think it'll be hard to handle studying part-time & working full-time.. I will give a serious tot abt it..

2010-04-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

Goodbyes are hard to say... Maybe i'm just too much of a emotional person.. Today marks my last day at Vital.Org.. Time files.. Been there for a year..Been thru' ups & downs there.. Bday calebs .. Went thru' sad times when one colleague lost a loved one.. Aplenty of makan sessions.. It really felt tat 2nd home to me.. It's sad to leave.. Life is as such.. Pple meet & part .. I have to leave for a better future.. Dun wanna stay in my comfort zone for too long.. It's time for some changes.. When they gave me the gifts, my tears flowed like waterfall.. It was an emotional time when i passed the gifts to peeps there .. Love their farewell gift for me :) Now, i'm gg to have a good rest before i can embark on new journey of life which will start on mon.. :)

感恩的心感谢有你

伴我一生让我有勇气作我自己

感恩的心感谢命运

花开花落我一样会珍惜

2010-03-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

Heard this phrase "凡事都要知足常樂" from 魔幻视界.. It means to be content in everything .. Contentment ? Wat does it mean to u ? Are u being content in your life now ? Guess some pple out there can never be contented with their lot in life.. They are forever chasing things in life like climbling the corporate ladder in careers , earning more bucks etc etc.. Sometimes, they miss the joy of small simple stuffs in life, not slowing down to smell the roses .. Hmm ~ As for myself, i just wanna live a happy life , loving the peeps who care abt me & contributing to the society..

2010-03-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

Been watching 魔幻视界 on telly in Ch U since Monday .. Totally love it ! :) Thomas Ong is still as charming as ever :) Love the theme song sung by Derrick Ho.. :) A meaningful
song ~ Hopefully can dl it soon !

变化

海变成陆地

快乐的能变成悲剧

那么爱会不会变成了麻痹

沙变成天梯

丑陋的能变成美丽

那么你会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔

可怕的变局

随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你

都变成了灰烬

从勇气变距离

没有人能够保证

永远在一起

时间会把我把你

都变成了回忆

那时候有没有

一个不会为时间

而变化的你

海变成陆地

快乐的能变成悲剧

那么爱会不会变成了麻痹

沙变成天梯

丑陋的能变成美丽

那么你会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔

可怕的变局

随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你

都变成了灰烬

从勇气变距离

没有人能够保证

永远在一起

时间会把我把你

都变成了回忆

那时候有没有

一个不会为时间

而变化的你

分开追逐著相聚

辛酸渴望著甜蜜

我们都是一样

穷得只剩下空虚

我买不起

我不确定

绝望谷底有没有奇迹

时间会把我把你

都变成了灰烬

从勇气变距离

不变的幸福

只是一种距离

时间会把我把你

都变成了回忆

那时候有没有

一个是你爱我我爱你最完美的结局 ?

还是

我变成了你最想忘记的回忆 ?

2010-02-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

Getting to love this song by 黄小琥 : 没那么简单

没那黱简单

就能找到聊得来的伴

尤其是在看过了那黱多的背叛

总是不安只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那黱简单

就能去爱别的全不看

变得实际也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单一久也习惯

不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话随便听一听自己作决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那黱容易每

个人有他的脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那黱容易才会特别让人著迷

什黱都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

2010-02-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

Received this email at work .. Soemthing to ponder abt ba..

Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy.

Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana . He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 FM in Ft. Wayne , Indiana , who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won.

Hi Sue,
Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you’ve been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it’s not so bad after all .

Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job.
As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It’s a wet suit. This time of year the water is quite cool. So what we do to keep warm is this: We have a diesel powered industrial water heater. This $20,000 piece of equipment sucks the water out of the sea. It heats it to a delightful temperature.

It then pumps it down to the diver through a garden hose, which is taped to the air hose. Now this sounds like a darn good plan, and I’ve used it several times with no complaints. What I do, when I get to the bottom and start working, is take the hose and stuff it down the back of my wet suit. This floods my whole suit with warm water. It’s like working in a Jacuzzi.

Everything was going well until all of a sudden, my butt started to itch. So, of course, I scratched it. This only made things worse. Within a few seconds my butt started to burn. I pulled the hose out from my back, but the damage was done. In agony I realized what had happened.

The hot water machine had sucked up a jellyfish and pumped it into my suit. Now, since I don’t have any hair on my back, the jellyfish couldn’t stick to it However, the crack of my butt was not as fortunate. When I scratched what I thought was an itch, I was actually grinding the jellyfish into the crack of my butt.
I informed the dive supervisor of my dilemma over the communicator. His instructions were unclear due to the fact that he, along with five other divers, were all laughing hysterically.

Needless to say I aborted the dive. I was instructed to make three agonizing in-water decompression stops totaling thirty-five minutes before I could reach the surface to begin my chamber dry decompression. When I arrived at the surface, I was wearing nothing but my brass helmet. As I climbed out of the water, the medic, with tears of laughter running down his face, handed me a tube of cream and told me to rub it on my butt as soon as I got in the chamber.

The cream put the fire out, but I couldn’t poop for two days because my butt was swollen shut.

So, next time you’re having a bad day at work, think about how much worse it would be if you had a jellyfish shoved up your butt.
Now repeat to yourself, “I l ove my job, I love my job, I love my job.”

Now whenever you have a bad day, ask yourself, is this a jellyfish bad day?

May you NEVER have a jellyfish bad day!!!!!

2010-02-15T17:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Tigger Year folks ! How was CNY for u so far ? For me, been visiting relatives .. Didn't munch a lot of goodies as i just recovered from sort thoart.. Anyways, it's good to rest & relax during the long weekend :) May the year of tigger be a blessed & successful year ! :)

2010-01-30T16:27:00.003+08:00

1st month of 2010 is abt to come to an end ! How did it go for u so far ?? Had D&D last friday .. The theme was bollywood/hollywood.. Interesting to see the traditional indian clothes .. The colourful saris & henna :) Simply love the CNY mood in chinatown.. After work, i usually walk to chinatown mrt to head for home.. Able to see pple walking ard & busy to buy new stuff to welcome the year of the tiger.. As for myself, i have gotten ready new clothes,bag & bed sheet.. :) :)

2010-01-02T19:28:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year !!!! ^,^ It's 2010 !! How was your new year eve's caleb ?? LOL ! I had lotsa fun till i became merlion :( Started the 1st day of the year with a headache & runny nose .. Heard from the rest tat it was a drama nite .. Everyone agreed tat it was one new year eve which is unforgettable ! In the nutshell, no red wine for me this year ! Yeejia suggested tat it will free-flow of coke & mineral water for me this year end..Hee ;p Went to NTUC in the afternoon , CNY stuff are on the shelves ! So fast.. Gotta enjoy the last day of long weekend before work starts on mon.. The next weekend will be CNY tat week ! Seems so far far away ~~

我相信我将会看到彩虹的美丽

2009-12-30T21:36:00.002+08:00

Time flies ! After tmr, we will be stepping into 2010 !! :) How was 2009 for u ?? 2009 has been an eventful year for me.. Have lotsa new stuff .. Got new hp.. House was being revamped.. Got my own telly ! Bot new lappy & new specs... Yep, lotsa new stuff .. heehee ;p It has been a year which i learnt many lessons regarding abt life.. Whenever the year is abt to come to an end, i always tend to reflect wat happen during the year.. Time to review 2009 resolutions & make new ones :p

2009 New Year Resolution
1) Get a new job --- Hmm .. Love the peeps at work.. however it's not my dream job
2) Count my blessings in everyday life -- yep, still doing so !
3) Learn something new --- Yep ! Learnt how to make boxes from W.C :p And being creative in card-making etc

Okies ~~Here are my 2010 new year resolutions :

1) Be happy :)
2) Go travelling !
3) Get better job.. The grass on the other side is more greener ;p
4) To lose weight .. Getting a bit plumper ..though i dun wanna admit tat i'm fat ;p

2010 wishes
Everyone i know to be happy & healthy

Happy New Year folks ! May 2010 be a year filled with love, happiness. success, peace, joy ,luck & good health !! :)

2009-12-03T23:55:00.003+08:00

Haven blog last month.. Life is pretty much the same.. Wake up-work-eat-sleep.. During free time, play fb games & watching drama online.. And meeting up with friends when they are free..Time files.. In a blink of eye, it's dec liao.. It's time for reflection of watever happen during the year.. Much has happened esp the pple ard me , mainly my colleagues.. Learnt lessons like life is short & should cherish pple who are dear to u.. Unexpected things may happen without any warning or wat-so ever.. Oh well ~

The weather is crazy these days.. Sometimes itz rainy.. Sometimes itz sunny.. When it rains, it starts to be cold.. And cold weather makes me even more sleepy than ever.. In another 2 weeks' time, it will mark my 2nd year of knowing tat certain truth.. Not to worry, i have let go of it.. It's just tat i do think of it sometimes.. Oh well ~ It's gg to be christmas ! Going to start my christmas shopping soon ! :)

2009-10-28T22:27:00.002+08:00

Dunno y .. feeling rather sianz .. Quite at loss at the moment.. Sometimes, wondering y do pple have to work? Do we work for the sake of working ? Or do we work for passion ? Oh well, i'm loss for answers.. Felt as if i'm in a long dark tunnel.. Hopefully can come out of this darkness & able to see the light

2009-10-11T12:39:00.003+08:00

Happy tat Ris Low is out of the contest :)She is not only a liar , she cheated in exam also.. Oh well.. The new Miss S'pore World is Ms Pilar.. In her interview with CNA, She said: "I do not have any convictions or criminal records I enjoy travelling, baking and participating in various sports activities. I’m a good girl." Felt like a slap in the face for Ris.. Oh well.. Heard a sad news on mon tat Lisa's mom passed away.. Haiz ~ Life is really unpredictable..

2009-09-26T21:50:00.004+08:00

Read in the papers yesterday morning while munching on my b'fast.. Almost kena choked ( being a bit drama ) when my eyes laid on the article, Ms Singapore Universe is gulity of credit card fraud .. Oh goodness ! >.< I can't belive it sia ! And they can allow her to join the contest in the 1st place ! I wrote in my fb last nite : wonders wat are the attributes should a beauty queen should have? Beauty with brains? Winning smile? I will say most imot of all is honesty .. She is already in the limelight 'cos her powderful English .. Hmm~~ I can understand if she can't articulate well.. This can be improved thru' practice.. Abt being dishonest, tat is unacceptable.. I hope tat she will stripped off her crown.. Not tat being evil and gloating over her misfortune .. It will be for the good for S'pore & herself.. Guess some mistakes in lfe can lead to serious consequences..

空白白的白的天又浑沌变黑我算是谁醒了还在原地

2009-09-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

Having a mixture of feelings today .. Happy as able to see Javien back to work :) Sad as read in the papers that the aunty who sell you tiao at Maxwell kena knocked down by a taxi yesterday
:( Though, i never buy any from her, i always see her sitting there at her stall .. Haiz ~ Last monday , Yasmin's daddy passed away due to stroke..Felt very sad :( for her .. She's ard her age & already lost her dad.. I can't imagine myself ... Worry for my pal as something happened to her.. Content as smelt tat lovely coffee aroma at 5 plus at work today.. The aroma haven been ard for quite some time.. :p Oh well, a overwhelming day i must say.. Just feel brunt out .. Really wanna take a break & rest.. Not to think of anything & get away from the busyness of life ..

2009-08-30T19:36:00.001+08:00

Now, the month of august is abt to end.. Much have happened during this month.. A long story which i dunno how to say.. Have learnt a lesson : It's better to do nothing than to do something as at the end of the day pple won't appreciate it .. Guess the many years of friendship do not mean or matter to tat person anymore.. dunoo .. Guess it's true tat when one gets older, one get lesser and lesser friends.. Haiz.. Or is the world getting more & more complicated ? I really dunnoo.. Remembered tat Susan told me once " Humans may disappoint u But God will never disappoint u'' Oh well.. i really dunnoo..

我的难过是如此低调因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角

2009-07-31T23:51:00.001+08:00

Somehow this song fits my mood rite now..

平静曲- 张栋梁

累不累呀这问题我问了自己好几回
有时候啊谁孤独得想流泪
一个人啊就算坚强面对多少是与非
付出的呀也都被遗忘作废

窗外积下的灰
埋藏多少疲惫
人潮灯下远聚
手中的咖啡倒影我孤寂

音乐中的旋律
彷佛申诉着它的过去
叹息中的平静像安慰我自己

累不累呀这问题我回答自己有几回
有时候啊时间能让人体会

一个人啊总算也都撑过多少错与对
付出的呀也全都伤痕累累

窗外夜色朦胧
埋没了那霓虹
人潮渐渐远去
剩下的咖啡陪着我孤寂

琴声断断续续
彷佛将我心划过天际
飘落一些平静像安慰我自己

平静一首歌在安慰我自己

2009-07-19T22:41:00.005+08:00

Finally .. the renovation works are over !! No more dust , noise and unpacking too !! It was quite terrible when the contracters came over to do the renovation.. Literally, we were living from the suitcase.. And i can't use pc !! My lappy went into hiding at Susan's place as i dun wanna leave it lying ard at my messy yet dusty house.. :p And i survived not using fb for a week ! Wat a record.. :p July is abt to end soon .. Time really files ~~

2009-06-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

Now, cases of H1N1 has increased to 599 :( So sad.. Take great care,okies? Like this song 把心拉近 from Wu Ke Qun.. It's a feel-good song.. Need this kind of songs nowadays .. Economic crisis, H1NI1 etc etc.. These probs are spinning ard in pple's mind.. And on friday morning, heard the news tat King of Pop passed away.. I'm not a big fan of MJ but it's kinda sad.. YES 933 played his songs all day on friday.. Didn't know tat he got such great influence all over the world.. RIP MJ.. We will always remember the famous moonwalk dance.. A tribute to the King of Pop.. One of his song which is my fav 'Heal the world'

There's A Place In Your Heart

And I Know That It Is Love

And This Place Could Be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow

And If You Really Try

You'll Find There's No Need To Cry

In This Place You'll Feel That There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways To Get There

If You Care Enough For The Living

Make A Little Space Make A Better Place...

Heal The World

Make It A Better Place

For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race

There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living

Make A Better Place

For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why

There's A Love That Cannot Lie

Love Is Strong

It Only Cares For Joyful Giving

If We Try We Shall See

In This Bliss We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread

We Stop Existing And Start Living

Then It Feels That Always Love's Enough For Us Growing

So Make A Better World

Make A Better World...

Heal The World

Make It A Better Place For You And For Me

And The Entire Human Race

There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living

Make A Better Place For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were Conceived In Will Reveal A Joyful Face

And The World We Once Believed In Will Shine Again In Grace

Then Why Do We Keep Strangling Life ?

Wound This Earth Crucify Its Soul ?

Though It's Plain To See This World

Is Heavenly Be God's Glow We Could Fly So High

Let Our Spirits Never Die

In My Heart I Feel

You Are All My Brothers Create A World With No Fear

Together We Cry Happy Tears

See The Nations Turn Their Swords Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There

If You Cared Enough For The Living

Make A Little Space To

Make A Better Place...

Heal The World Make It A Better Place

For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race

There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living

Make A Better Place For You And For Me

2009-06-20T21:50:00.002+08:00

Seems tat the images of PCK are popping in MRT stations & buses.. The slogan is 'A Happy Jongery Starts Like This ' There is a rap for this campgiam too ! Basically , it is to remind or encourage commuters to give up seats for those who need it more and not to dash into train etc etc.. Hmm ~~ Sadly, i still see pple hogging seats instead of giving it up for others.. Some actually pretended to 'sleep' ! -_-''' Guess during the peak hours esp after work, pple are tired .. Oh well ~~ The cases of H1N1 flu is raising ! :'( Think sooner or later, it's back for us to take temp twice in offices etc etc.. I can't belive tat some of them are so irresponsible ! One of them even went shopping before heading to TTSH !! :o Is shopping more impt than health ? Another took a train from Serangoon to Kovan to see a doc .. Still puzzled why tat patient had to travel instead of seeing one nearby in the neighbourhood.. So werid..

In early July, the contractors are coming over to renovate the house.. Going to have new furniture ! Quite looking forward to tat.. But not looking forward to unpacking .. For the past few weeks, have started to packing stuff into boxes .. So tiring !! AND i got 4 FULL boxes of toys !! Some of them bought back memories :) And i got many boxes of nit-nats which i have collected over the years.. My cupboard and table seem bare now :p

是谁从我天空摘走了星星 ?一转眼眉头聚满乌云

从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑忘了我也值得被关心

2009-06-04T16:12:00.002+08:00

In a blink of eye, it’s June already !! Half of year flew by so fast.. Haiz.. Suddenly feeling very sian.. Questions have been running thru’ my mind.. Wat have I been doing for the past year since I graduated? At least I am working temp now .. Still at Vital.Org .. I feel at home there and pple are nice.. Just feeling neither happy nor sad.. Just trying to be more positive.. Have u ever had a feeling tat even though u are in crowded places filled with pple yet u feel lonely ? I dunnoo.. I feel tat way more often these days.. I guess friends are busy with life & work .. Not pointing fingers at anyone.. Maybe when one is busy, they dun bother to contact u… Is a sms of hi so hard ? Maybe it’s just me with having too much free time on hand which means either no life or living in my own world.. Haha .. I dunno la.. Maybe no one really cares ba..Just feeling tired ..

2009-05-30T22:28:00.003+08:00

Received this email during the week.. Was a bit encouraged by it as was feeling a bit down.. Like to share it with u guys.. Thanks to Mei Lin for sending it to me ! :)

Hello Friends This one is for All of us who at times (and there are many) feel that everything is against us and it is just not possible to carry on; that with the prevailing conditions and environment, we cannot succeed.

This little story shows, beyond any second thought, that all that is needed is some support together with lots of personal effort, any disability or shortcoming can be surmounted/overcome.

Acievement/Success is a State-of-the-Mind; no concrete Medical evidence to support it but we can openly witness prominent psychologists working on the mind to overcome medical problems; medication is just as good as the state of the mind. Enjoy It! Best Regards

This is a story about a dog who was born on Christmas Eve in 2002.He was born with 3 legs - 2 healthy hind legs and 1 abnormal front leg which needed to be amputated.He of course could not walk when he was born. Even his mother did not want him.He was rejected and scorned. His first owner also did not think that he could survive. Therefore, he was thinking of putting him to sleep..

At this time, his present owner Jude Stringfellow came into his life and wanted to take care of him. She was determined to teach and train this dog to walk by himself. She thought, all we need is a little faith.Therefore she named him 'Faith.' In the beginning, she put Faith on a surf board to let him feel the movements of the water. Later she used peanut butter on a spoon as a lure and to reward him for standing up and jumping around. Even the other dogs at home helped to encourage him to walk.

Amazingly, after only 6 months, like a miracle, Faith learned to balance on his 2 hind legs and jumped to move forward. After further training in the snow, he can now walk like a human being. Faith loves to walk around now. No matter where he goes, he just attracts all the people around him. He is now becoming famous on the international scene. He has appeared in various newspapers and TV shows. There is even one book entitled 'With a little faith' being published about him. He was even considered to appear in one of Harry Potter movies.

His present owner Jude Stringfellow has given up her teaching job and plans to take him around the world to preach, 'that even without a perfect body, one can have a perfect soul.'

In life there are always undesirable things.Perhaps a person who feels things are not going as well as they could will feel better if they change their point of view and see things from another perspective.

Perhaps this message will bring fresh new ways of thinking to everyone. Perhaps everyone can appreciate andbe thankful for each beautiful day that follows.

Life is the continual demonstration of the power of thinking positive and having faith.

Believe in yourself.Never lose faith.

2009-05-10T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hmm~~ Haven been blogging for a while.. The Swine flu has been ard now.. It feels like history is repeating just like wat happen during SARS period.. Be careful & wash hands regularly, folks.. Just feeling quite bleah these days.. Dunno y.. Haiz.. Feel sianz also.. Kinda like Liang Wen Ying's song 我不是你想像那麼勇敢 esp the MV.. She went to lost & found dept in airport to ask where to find courage.. I wish i can do tat too...

我強問我自己　

現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢

2009-04-21T13:05:00.003+08:00

Phew~ Since last wed, my house's toliet & kitchen are going thru' renovation.. The whole house is so messy , dusty ! The worse thing was tat i could not access to internet on fri & sat as they are doing the wiring ! Wat did i do during those two nites ? I struck my nose into books.. As usual after tat, slipped into the lala land.. And i went to bed at 10.30pm !! Suddenly, it struck to me tat internet is VERY impt in my life.. Well. always online when i'm at home at nite.. I surf the net,play fb (which takes up 97% of the time), watch drama, chat on msn, dl songs..On sunday late afternoon, went up to Susan's house to satisfy my fb fix or rather my Pet Society (PS)f ix for an hour.. Ohhh .. my dear pet, Simply Happy ,was dirty & hungry
:( Finally, the wiring is done by last nite ! The toliets are done .. Now the kitchen cabinat has not been fixed yet.. My house now is not as messy as it was for the past few days.. And i can access to internet !! Yippee :p

Yep, i'm addicted to PS .. There is a young gal who plays PS for two weeks.. She creates a group & posted a status tat she will give her b'day suits photos to anyone who gives her the most exp item in PS .. Tat's totally CRAZY !! Though i love to my hands on those exp stuff for Simply Happy but not to tat exent ! Nudity .. Some gals actually post nude photos of themselves on their blogs.. One guy took nude photos of the gals he slept with .. he did tat to take revenge as the ex-gf dumped him for another guy.. Another case is tat a young couple walked ard naked in Holland Village.. The gal is a PHD Scholar with A*Star .. A PHD Scholar ! :O Wow.. many pple will love to be a PHD scholar.. Seriously, dunno wat are these pple are thinking ..

2009-04-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

The past week had been an eventful week.. Was being overwhelmed by stuff.. Guess tat some things are best remain unsaid.. The big hoo-ha now is abt the geylang food poisioning thingy.. So sad tat two pple died from it.. :( If u count the unborn baby , then there were 3 lives gone.. Hmm~~ Food hygiene is very impt .. A colleague of mine told me tat she saw a rat when she went there.. Yikes !!

Read a shocking news in the newspaper tat 阿桑 died of breast cancer.. Though i'm not a big fan of hers, i still feel sad :( I always like her song 叶子..

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀

翅膀是落在天上的叶子

天堂原来应该不是妄想

只是我早已经遗忘

当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单是一个人的狂欢

狂欢是一群人的孤单

爱情原来的开始是陪伴

但我也渐渐地遗忘

当时是怎样有人陪伴

我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停

也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心

只是心又飘到了哪里?

就连自己看也看不清

我想我不仅仅是失去你

我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停

也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心

只是心又飘到了哪里?

就连自己看也看不清

我想我不仅仅是失去你

2009-03-29T21:27:00.002+08:00

At the crack of dawn of tue morning, a old lady fainted & fell into the mrt tracks.. Oh My ! Tat's quite scary.. Guess tat's life ba.. When your time is up, it's up.. I feel tat pple should be more careful when taking mrt.. For eg, dun stand so close to the yellow lines.. Most impt is dun rush into mrt train cabin when the door is abt to close.. Whenever i see someone run in when the door closes, my heart skip a beat..

Lost.. Tat's my feeling rite now.. Thru' fb, got re-connected with many long-lost friends eg sec school pple, shatec classmates, ex-colleagues.. Last nite, an ex-colleague added me at fb.. So happy!! :) Added her at msn as well too :) Glad to see everyone moving on.. Some got married, some attached, some found good job.. Somehow or rather, i suddenly feel tat i'm kinda struck.. I feel tat i'm in a situation which i'm neither here nor there.. Dunno.. Hopefully, the tiny green-eyed monster in me will go away soon ..

Last nite was earth day .. Pple ard the world were encouraged to turn off the lights for an hour.. Oh well.. I must admit tat i'm gulity as charged as in not saving the earth's resources.. Have this habit of reading novel in bed at nite.. While reading, my eyelids will grow heavy & i slipped into the lala land.. And i forgot to switch off the light !! And my room light remains on till early morning when i wake up to get ready for work.. It happen from mon to fri ..Very bad, rite ? Waste of so much electricity :S From tonight onewards, will switch off the lights .. Hopefully i can remember though :p

我不是你想像那麼勇敢多想讓你保護能流淚一場

讓我放下武裝像個孩子一樣

2009-03-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

The series of Perfect cut 2 ended on friday nite.. So sad :( Love all the stories and very touching.. esp the part when Xiao Li told Sky "I do not want u to be rich.. As long as we are together , i feel tat we are the richest pple in the world" Tat's true ! Money can't buy everything.. Another touching scene is whereby Kelly sms alex everyday for 4 months.. Hopefully there will be season 3 :p.. "Leave your smile & memories , i dun want anything else" And the theme song kinda grows on me too :)

学会包容不完美，就一切完美

2009-03-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

Wat is happening to students these days ? A few days back, a student in Germany killed students & teachers from his ex-school before killing himself .. Haiz.. Dunno.. Seems tat the rate of these cases are increasing.. Is it due to the volence online gaming ? Or is it due to stress ? Guess tat gone are the days which students happily attend schools,make friends , take exams , having crushes etc.. Guess maybe youngsters nowadays are getting more matured as they are being exposed to internet etc.. Oh well..

2009-03-07T19:52:00.003+08:00

Read the news abt the NTU student incident.. Kinda sad as he's quite young.. :( Guess tat's wat stress & depression do to humans when they can't cope.. Felt tat positive thinking is most impt now esp during tough times..

Perfect Cut is back for 2nd season !! v:) Soo happy :) A bit disappointed tat the singer for the theme song is Guo Mei Mei .. No offense..The lyrics for the theme song is quite meaningful however .. Maybe i prefer Shi Xin Hui ;p The 1st epi shows Lina Ng acting as cancer patient who wanna have a plastic surgery so tat she can hug & hold her daughter 'cos half of her face was disfigured due to cancer cells.. Dr Alex Tan was apprehensive on whether to operate on her as she may die on operating table.. Kelly asked him which is more impt - the length of one's life or quality of one's life ? I would think tat quality of one's life is more impt.. If one lives a long and unhappy life, tat's a bit sad though.. We should live our lives fulfilling & meaningful ..

放了爱为了爱

这不是我想要的生活

放了爱你会明白

有种拥有

叫做放手放了爱

2009-03-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

Have u been in a situation which some pple are ard u yet u felt alone and helpless when something happen at u ? Tat kind of feeling is sucky.. :( Shall not elaborate on tat .. Seems tat there are many cases of teacher-student affairs recently.. These behaviour irk me.. Looking back on my school days .. Hmm, never have any crush on any teachers at all .. My sec school classmate had a hugh crush on a young chinese teacher back then.. The worse part is tat these teachers approach the students and started the affairs ! Yikes.. In the most recent case, the teacher is a married woman ! :o It's seriously disgusting .. She was being sentenced to few months' jail.. Wat kind of world we are living in now ? One of my sec school classmate wrote in fb tat she wishes tat time can be turned back to sec school days whereby life was so much simpler.. I so agree with her.. Those days were the best ! Maybe the issues in the world is getting more & more complex.. *shrug*

如果說越踏出世界一腳

越不能保留住天真微笑

那從今以後我一個人過就很好

2009-02-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

Listening to 黄靖伦 's ablum "伦语录" online.. Recently kinda like this local singer :) He made it by entering the taiwanese singing contest 超級星光大道 season 3.. He has made Singapore proud ! :) He's not the winner but the first among other contestants in the same season to release an ablum .. Actually, not sure who's the winner for tat season.. LOL ! ;p Anyway , like this song as it kinda fit my mood .. It's a bit of jazz in song and dun expect him to sing this kind of genre :) And he's a SIM student ! :p

黄靖伦 - 明天再说

作词：陈怀恩 Wonderful

作曲：陈怀恩

专辑：伦语录

百分之八十三的不顺拼凑成生活

而剩下的部分叫做有一点迷惑

通讯录里的朋友好久都没有联络

忙着忙碌哪天才解脱

每天每天的新闻看起来都差不多

买张乐透做个梦也没甚麽不妥

大人的世界是非对错该如何反驳

生存游戏谁跟我一国

谁还在多说谁还在罗嗦

我说拜托拜托请给我个避难所

我疯了我狂了我幻想还有快乐

我累了我倦了我甚麽都不想了

我困了我睡了今天心事太多

躲进去被窝明天再说

童话故事里的美丽被甚麽给戳破

关於真的假的要教我如何捉摸

好多人戴着面具勉强着不甘示弱

猜测着明天是福是祸

谁还在多说谁还在罗嗦

我说拜托拜托请给我个避难所

我疯了我狂了我幻想还有快乐

我累了我倦了我甚麽都不想了

我困了我睡了今天心事太多

躲进去被窝明天再说 (x2)

2009-02-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's day ! :) Haven been blogging much as nothing much happened though.. Hmm~~ Find tat v-day is being overrated.. *roll eyes* Red roses, chocos , heart shaped stuff are being sold EVERYWHERE this week.. Maybe i should order flowers & sell them on the street today ;p Maybe can do tat next year ;p Recently, read in the papers tat Burger King created a perfume which has a smell of burger.. Dunno.. It seems werid tat if your date smell like burgers .. Anyway, went to the jap foodcourt for lunchie.. Saw a glimpse of JJ Lin ! (^,^)v Seem tat he got autograph session there.. Saw him when he was walking out of foodcourt.. LOL! Think tat made my day.. For the rest of the day, hide at home watching drama online..

只是简简单单的爱过我还是我

简简单单的伤过就不算白活

2009-01-28T23:15:00.004+08:00

Happy 牛 Year ! :) How was your cny this year ? For this year, there is a mixture of feelings.. Hard to describe.. 1st day of cny , went to clementi to visit my aunt.. As she had stroke 2 years ago, we bought KFC for lunch & spent some time with her.. Went home to watch The Little Nynoya Reunion programe.. Heehee ~ Seems tat the Nynoya fever haven died down yet ;p

On 2nd day of cny, went to Ah Kim's place at Thomson area for lunchie.. When i saw my cousin KS, i got a shock.. He looked so skinny & pale & wearing a cap .. It seem tat he got lung cancer ..Though we are not close .. But still feel a bit sad though.. It then stroked to me tat life is so fragile.. U seriously dunno wat will happen the very next moment.. Haiz ..
:( Health is very impt .. Have to take good care of it .. Had dinner at my er-gu's place.. She & my cousin Susan stay on the 11th floor of my block .. I stay on the 8th floor.. Went to have a short-catch up session with Susan & Serene at cafe cartel in hougang mall.. :)

我有我的路有我的梦梦中的那个世界甘讲伊是一场空

2009-01-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

In a few days' time, it's going to be CNY .. The year of the Ox .. Hmm ~~ Not really in the mood to caleb CNY .. The things i look forward during CNY are the yummy goodies ,wearing my new pair of shoes ;p , catching up with dearie cousins , Susan & Serene and of cos THE ANG POWS $,$ Muhaha ~ Hopefully a new year = a new & better year :)

Gong Xi Fa Cai ! Happy Niu Year ! Moo ~~

2009-01-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

It has been a week since the last epi of 'Little Nynoya' Kinda miss the yummy nynoya kuehs in the show :) Must say tat it's one of the best local production in recent years.. The rich culture attracted me to watch the show.. Now, i have a better understanding of Nynoyas & Baba.. Being a gal in tat era is not easy.. Have to cook & sew & stay at home all day long ! Yep, the last epi has been the most talked topics these days.. It was reported tat the viewers did not like the ending.. They are romantic at heart.. They prefer happy endings in drama.. The beautiful gal & cute guy live ever after .. Like in the movie 'Bedtime Stories', Skeeter told his nephew & neice tat in real life ,there won't be always a happy ending to every story.. Yep, tat's so true !

2009-01-04T22:05:00.003+08:00

Dunno.. Feeling so sian these days.. Have nothing much planned or looking forward for.. Feeling rather irritated these days.. Seriously dunno y feeling this way.. And i dun like this kind of feeling at all ... It's like netither here nor there.. Maybe i think too much .. Had a little retail therapy yesterday.. But it still did not help much.. Haiz.. I dunno le.. Suddenly felt very lonely & lost.. On new year's day, a nite club in thailand got fire.. now there are 63 deaths which incl 3 singaporeans.. Haiz.. So sad.. Wat a way to start the year ! :( Feel sad for their families.. Haiz.. :(

Anyway , was a bit happy when i read papers today .. Pet Society (PS) was being featured in Sunday Times !! :) PS is an online game which u create a pet & play with it.. U can visit your friends' pet & earn coins.. Maybe only thing i look forward tmr is the weekly sale of new items in PS .. I think it's a cute & fun game ! And i love my pet, Simply Happy a lot !! :) Virtual pet vs real pets ? Hmm.. Stacy once commented to me tat i dun seem to like animals.. I like animals but i dun like to take care of them.. Have to feed them & clean them up.. A lot of stuff to do sia..When i was young, i reared turtles & goldfishes.. Dunno y they died in the end.. lol~ On the hand, virtual pets do not die ! unless u remove the application.. They are much easier to take care.. I love it when Simply Happy walk ard in her playroom.. She will pick up a toy & walk ard & raise eyebrows & giggle..So cutie ~~ :) Yep, i'm a BIG PS addict !!

2009-01-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

Hello 2009 !! How did u caleb the last day of 2008 ? For me, it's a rather simple & quiet countdown at home.. Watched the countdown pragram on telly which were not interesting and i almost fell asleep.. Oops seems tat getting older liaoz :( The music from the band was too loud which gave me a headache.. Anyway , managed to watch the beautiful fireworks from my block.. Yep, even on national day i can watch fireworks.. Though a bit far but visible :) Happy New Year folks !! :)

2008-12-31T00:17:00.003+08:00

In 24 hours' time, it will be 1st Jan 2009.. It seems so surreal tat 2008 has come to an end.. As usual on every new year eve, will walk down the memory lane of 2008.. This year is a eventful year for me and the world.. For myself , knowing who are my true pals .. Someone i knew ,whom i regarded as friend ,forsake friendship for love.. Going thru' final year exams & the nervousness of getting results.. On job hunting.. Watching many nice hk dramas .. Worked temp job for 4 months.. Got a new hobby..Adopted my pet, Simply Happy , in Pet Society at FB :) Few days ago, tot of someone .. Guess tat person is happy now.. The world has experienced many ups & downs .. The china earthquake, Olympics in china.. Mumbai bombing which led 1st Singaporean death in a terrorist attack.. Tainted milk in china .. Thai airport saga ..Of cos the worse of all - the financial crisis which cause many to be retrenched ..I
belive tat things happen for a reason.. Now, i feel more content & blessed as ever.. At least, i'm still alive & kicking & healthy.. I have clothes to wear, a roof over my head and food on the table.. Have learnt not to be fussy & complain much as there are other pple out there who dun have privilege to grumble .. A day alive is a gift from God.. I thank God for all His blessings :)

Let me recall my New Year Resolution for 2008 :

1) Spend less time online on msn esp on facebook, been an addict! Ok la.. Spend less time for at least the frist half of the year ..till 10/6..
2) Do well for my final year exams ..
3) Get a good job..
4) Go for holiday trip in July..

New Year Wishes
All i love and treasure dearly be happy & healthy
myself to have a peaceful year

Okies .. wat are my actions?
1) Yep, i did it !! :) It was hard but i managed to do it :)
2) Did my best for exams.. Have broken my personal best :) Got a pass degree :)
3) Erm.. haven yet :(
4) hmm~ didn't go for holiday for ages :(

New Year Resolution for 2009 :
1) Get a good job
2) Count my blessings in my everyday life
3) Learn something new

New Year Wishes for 2009
1) Everyone i love & care for to be healthy & happy
2) Economy to recover soon
3) Getting my dream job

明天的故事都是我的是我的

所谓的幸福快乐我学会了抉择

Happy New Year Everyone !!

Let's get ready to say Hello to 2009 !!

May 2009 be a fruitful year! :)

2008-12-17T16:23:00.002+08:00

Heard this song in a shop on mon.. And really like it as it's diff kinda christmas song apart from 'last christmas ' and ' all i want for christmas is u' Then i heard this song again as 933 was playing it yesterday .. Managed to download it and found the lyrics ! Hee ~ The song is sung by Britney Spears..Surprise leh.. It's one of the few of her songs which i like.. My only wish this year is .... ( for me to know & for u to find out :p )

My Only Wish This Year

Last night I took a walk in the snow.

Couples holding hands, places to go

Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me?

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss

I sent it off

It just said this

I know exactly what I want this year.

Santa can you hear me?

I want my baby (baby, yeah)

I want someone to love me someone to hold me.

Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) he'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?

I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing

Tell me my true love is near?

He's all I want,

just for me underneath my christmas tree

I'll be waiting here.

Santa thats my only wish this year.

oohhh ohh yeah

Christmas Eve I just can't sleep

Would I be wrong for taking a peek?

Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)

Really hope that your on your way

With something special for me in your sleigh

Ohh please make my wish come true

Santa can you hear me?

I want my baby (baby)

I want someone to love me someone to hold me

Maybe (maybe maybe) we'll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?

I have been so good this year

And all I want is one thing

Tell me my true love is near?

He's all I want just for me

Underneath my christmas tree

I'll be waiting here santa

thats my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time

Bring me love can call all mine(yeah yeah)

cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be alone under the mistletoe

He's all want and a big red bow

Santa can you hear me (hear me?)

I have been so good this year

And all i want is one thing

Tell me my true love is near?

He's all I want. just for me

Underneath my christmas tree

I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah)

santa thats my only wish this year

Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa

Well he's all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree

Oh I'll be waiting here

Santa thats my only wish this year.

2008-12-16T15:19:00.002+08:00

Getting more & more lazier each day.. Hee ~ Yesterday , accompanied my mom to bring my aunt to go to NUH for her check-up..My aunt had a mild stroke 2 years ago & a day before my bday.. Was rather upset during my bday tat year.. Went to my aunt's house in clementi.. Almost felt like going to SIM .. Hee ~ Ohh.. i miss school days .. Felt sad when i saw my aunt.. :(Think i haven seen her for 3 months plus ba.. She has grown thinner .. She has dementia.. So she repeated some things over & over again.. For eg, my mom gave her a watch , she kept asking me whether is it my mom gave it to her.. At tat moment , it felt scary to grow old and have illness .. Went to NUH and then back to clementi .. It was a long journery ! Also realised tat it has been hard on my mom to bring my aunt to NUH..

Death is a taboo issue .. Euthanasia & Advance Medical Directive (AMD) have a fine line between the two ..According to Wikipedia , Euthanasia (literally "good death" in Ancient Greek) refers to the practice of ending a life in a painless manner.. It is legalised in some countries & not in s'pore.. According to MOH , An Advance Medical Directive (AMD) is a legal document you sign in advance to inform your doctor that you do not want the use of any life-sustaining treatment to be used to prolong your life in the event you become terminally ill and unconscious and where death is imminent.. Do u think euthanasia is a good thing ? Is it feasible in s'pore ? Think most christians will be against euthanasia.. There are debates abt these death issues.. It depends on your own perception.. If one is brain-dead but still breathing, does tat considered as still living ? Is there any quality of life in tat kind of situation?

2008-12-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

Woah.. 1st week of dec has flew by.. Nothing much to blog abt.. Been lazing ard at home, playing fb, watching hk dramas & meeting pple.. Year 2008 is coming to the end in ard 3 weeks' time.. hmmm... This means tat Christmas is coming too ! :) Read in the papers today tat half of locals being interviewed did not like the christmas deco at orchard rd this year.. The theme is Sweet Christmas.. There are sweets hanging from the trees.. The street lamps become candy cane.. And the cutie sweet family.. Yep, i agree tat it is not as glamour or grand as last year's deco.. Kudos to STB to be able to think abt this theme of sweet christmas.. I enjoy the deco this year ! Though they are simple yet they are pretty.. Sometimes, it is nice to have & make things simple..If u have me in ur fb friend list, do check out the abulm which i created which is named ' christmas 2008 ' :)

All i want for christmas is my two front teeth ~

2008-11-29T19:48:00.002+08:00

Heard the news abt the 1st singaporean hostage being killed in Mumbai.. Feel very sad :'( She is just 28 years old ! Still soo young ! She still got many stuff which may not have acheived ..Oh my goodness.. :( Those pple are seriously sick in their mind.. Killing innocent pple .. y can't pple live peaceflly & happily w/o any violence? This teaches us a lesson .. Don't take your loved ones for granted.. Ms Lo Hwei Yen's family & loved ones are greatly distaught .. :( To Ms Lo Hwei Yen, though i may not know u .. Do rest in peace..

2008-11-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

Feeling very full & a bit overwhelmed now.. Very surprised tat they gave me a lunchie treat.. And my supervisor gave me a small carebear keychain! It’s so cute! Feeling very paiseh le.. Oh well.. sometimes a little treats can be quite surprising & nice.. Make me feel tat I’m being appreciated.. Ohh.. Guess tat meeting & parting is part & parcel of life.. I’m looking forward to new chapters in life.. I belive that there is a place for me out there in this world :)

2008-11-25T09:38:00.000+08:00

The most popular phrases nowadays start with the letter , R – Recession , R- Retrenchment , R – Restructuring .. Haiz.. The financial news seem to be getting worse & worse.. At leat US govt is going to bail Citigroup out.. Hmm.. I’m seriously lost now.. I dun even know wat to do from next week onwards when temp assignment ends.. Hmm.. maybe I have already gotten used to this lifestyle.. Yet, this is not I wanna do.. Maybe I should start doing something & not moping ard.. Hmm.. Still trying to be positive .. I keep telling myelf everyday tat a least I’m still healthy an I dun have a family to feed ..Yep, health = wealth :) Just leave it to God ….

Recently, SMU students are going to start a campaign of not allowing office workers to chope seats at foodcourt with tissue packet.. Do u think tat it’s feasible ? Personally, I think that using tissue packet to chope seat has become Singapore’s special culture which u can’t find it elsewhere, just like only singlish lah Maybe these students have not stepped into working world yet.. They do not know the rush & madness during lunch hour.. Within an hour, one has to look for seat, buy food , wait in the q then have lunch.. AND food court, cooffeshop, fast food outlets are VERY crowded during lunch hours.. For them , in unis, there are many food outlets ,except for SIM, I miss SIM foodie! :) , to choose from.. Lecture timings are flexible depending on which time slot u choose.. So, lunch time can be longer than an hour.. Oh well, I hope tat this unique habit will not be diminished ;p

2008-11-21T13:19:00.001+08:00

An interesting article to ponder upon..

Louis Vitton and the Stock Market...

One day, a plain-looking man came with a pretty-looking OL (Office Lady) to the LV store in Causeway Bay ( Hong Kong Island ). He chose an LV bag worth HKD65,000 for the OL. When it came time to pay, the man took out a checkbook and wrote out a check. The salesperson was hesitant because the couple hadn't shopped there before.

The man discerned what the salesperson was thinking and he said calmly: "I sense that you are concerned that this check may bounce, right? Today is Saturday and the banks are closed. Let me suggest that I leave the check and the handbag here. When the check clears on Monday, you can deliver the handbag to this lady. How about that? The salesperson was reassured and gladly accepted the suggestion. In addition, he waived the delivery charges. He promised that he would personally make sure that this gets done.

On Monday, the salesperson took the check to the bank. The check bounced! The irate salesperson called up the client, who told him: "What is the big deal? Neither you nor I have suffered any loss. Last Saturday night, I went to bed with that girl already! Oh, by the way, I thank you for your cooperation."

This story reveals the nature of the sub-prime mortgage crisis. When people have high hopes for huge future returns, they lower their guard about the potential risks. This pretty girl thought that the HKD 65,000 LV bag was going to come home on Monday, and so she lowered her guard. Therefore, she believed that her investment in the ONS (=one night stand) was worth it even though it was based upon huge and highly uncertain risks.

Investment companies are great with packaging high return (but high risk) deals. The stock market speculators are like this pretty woman.

2008-11-18T16:36:00.002+08:00

Yep, u reached the right blog :) Dunno y .. For the past few days , i can't view my own blog ! So werid.. Candice helped to change my blog skin as i'm country bumpkin, dunno how to change.. I love it !! Thanks Candice !!!! :) Do u guys like it ? ;p The past week had been a drama plus emo week .. Hopefully tat this week will be a more peaceful week.. It's so scary Citigroup axed 50 000 staff worldwide ! :O Jia lat liao.. Oh well, tat’s life I guess .. Looking forward to dinner tmr with SY, Chewy & Jamie..

e Ps & e Qs ....

2008-11-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

Last night , met Candice for dinner at bugis.. The dinner was fun except for the guy who sat next to us.. When his food arrived, he just stretched his arm to get the chilli flakes without saying ‘ excuse me’.. It was as if we were not there !! Then I passed the cheese to him and Candice passed the salt to him .. He just kept quiet without a word of thanks ! Oh my goodness ! Such a ungentlemanly behaviour ! >.<>

Tots to ponder..

2008-11-13T09:48:00.002+08:00

Stacy emailed this to me this morning.. Some tot to ponder upon..

1. The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings
but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints.

2. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less.

3. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but
less time.

4. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less
judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less
wellness.

5. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too
little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too
tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

6. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk
too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to
make a living, but not a life.

7. We've added years to life not life to years.

8. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble
crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space
but not inner space.

9. We've done larger things, but not better things.

10. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.

11. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

12. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.

13. We've learned to rush, but not to wait.

14. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more
copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

15. These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and
small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.

16. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier
houses, but broken homes.

17. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway
morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do
everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

18. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing
in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you,
and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to
just hit delete.

19. Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are
not going to be around forever.

20. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe,
because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

21. Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that
is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost
a cent.

22. Remember, to say, "I love you" to your loved ones, but most of all
mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep
inside of you.

23. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that
person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak
and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

(George Carlin 1937-2008)

Being thankful..

2008-11-11T12:23:00.004+08:00

I wanna say thanks for all those who made my birthday this year a memorable one.. Here it goes (not in order)

Janani : Thanks for the dinner treat last Friday ! :) Hope we can see better days ahead..

Cyn , Stacy, YeeJia, Gallen Ray, Alvin ,Ronnie : Hey guys ! Thanks for fun time on 9 Nov =) Had fun playing broadgames at Mind Café followed by Seafood Dinner followed by a short session of K.. Thanks for the treats & cake ! : )To Cyn , know it’s a hard time now.. Hang in there, okies ? *hugz*

Susan & Serene : Thanks for the wishes ! : ) Cya later Serene ! Thanks in advance for the treat ! ;P

SY, Chewy , Jamie, GK : Yoz !Thanks for the wishes ! :) Update me when’s the meet-up, okies? Jia You for final year ! Keep in touch ! ;)

Candice : Thanks for the wishes ! Cya tmr ! ; )

Elaine, Cindy , Angie, Rebecca , Noelle : Thank for the birthday card on FB ! Thanks for writing on my FB wall J And the birthday superpokes ! :)

May , Poly , Sarah , Jia Yi & Ratul : Thanks for writing on my FB wall ! :)

Rais, Diana, Li Na, Thomas : Thanks for the birthday card on FB !

Thanks Everyone ! I certainly felt blessed =)

Heard a piece of sad news this morning .. Feeling kinda sad & a bit bad though .. Suddenly just realized tat life is so fragile.. Anything can happen to anyone.. Guess most impt of all is to live happily.. Live your life to the fullest .. Do the things u love the most.. Dun take pple u love & care for dearly for granted.. Be content & thankful of wat we have.. U dun even know wat will happen tmr or the next moment..

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

Obama is Mr President :)

2008-11-05T14:15:00.003+08:00

Woohoo ! The result is finally out for the US election .. Obama is the newly elected president .. Wow ! Hope tat the economy will turn for the better under his rule.. I’m happy tat he won.. It’s going to a great cultural shift and change in USA history.. And he is the first black US president :) I think maybe Martin Luther King is smiling in heaven now :)

Wat's impt to u ?

2008-11-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

Tmr is a big day for USA.. They are going to elect a new president.. Obama vs McCain.. Who will win ? Actually, personally I hope Obama will win as it will be unconventional win .. Haha.. Anyway , whoever wins the election will have to clear up the mess.. The economic crisis is getting more depressing.. MM Lee said tat it will take ard 3-5 years for the economy to recover.. :( So sian.. Oh well.. Have to stay positive.. Have u watched the latest HPB’s ad on mental health? Their tagline is “ Healthy relationship, healthy mind” The ad with the monkeys.. It’s so cute.. Well.. the economic crisis can make one feeling depressed etc.. Wat’s impt to u ? Maybe at this point of time, money is impt to a lot of pple esp those who have bad debts or have no jobs.. Yep, money may be impt to me but it is not everything .. Money can’t buy things like love, friendship etc.. U can’t just buy someone’s feeling, rite? Mental health is as equally impt as physical health.. If one has tons of money but is a sad person .. isn’t it more sad & depressing ? During this economic crisis , it’s best to look of the bright side of life..

Are u really happy ?

2008-10-29T22:29:00.003+08:00

Haiz.. Sometimes at a crossroad, really dunno which direction to move.. To go straight ? Or turn left or rite ? 3 months have passed.. Now have decide wat to do next.. Hopefully i will make the rite choice & not to regret.. Anyway , Mayday got new abulm .. Kinda like their new song.. Quite suit my mood ..And they sang it live at SHA ! :)

你不是真正的快乐歌词：

作词：五月天作曲：五月天

人群中哭着你只想变成透明的颜色

你再也不会梦或痛或心动了

你已经决定了你已经决定了

你静静忍着紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了

越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了于是你合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则不是你的选择

于是你含著眼泪

飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐

你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

我站在你左侧却像隔著银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

然后才后悔着

你值得真正的快乐

你应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什么失去了? 还要被惩罚呢?

能不能就让悲伤全部

结束在此刻重新开始活着

Ready for it ?

2008-10-16T15:40:00.000+08:00

Read an article on mon in Today paper.. So , this entry is kinda late.. The title of the article caught my eyes “Is Generation Y ready for their first recession?” Yep, I belong to the Generation Y category.. It will be more correct to say tat this is the 2nd recession which I have faced.. Okies, the first recession was in 1997 .. I was still in school so it do not have any impact on me.. I haven studied econs then ;p 11 years down the road which lead to present, 2008.. Seriously, I am caught off guard and not prepared for the current recession .. I guess tat it has a great impact this time round as it affect job availability .. Haiz.. It was stated in the papers ‘ after sending 50 resumes & 10 interviews after 6 months, the fresh graduate will take up any job which are available and they started to see their friends taking up lousy jobs’ Oh well… Tat’s kinda true.. When u reach the road of desperation, anything seems okies or fine to you..I dunno.. Was telling SY , Chewy & Jamie the other day tat now is the best time to study .. I hope tat it will be better next year.. The financial news are getting more & more depressing each day tat I dun feel like reading them anymore.. Hmm.. Wat to do? Cyn & I were discussing abt this misfortune the other day.. After we survived thru’ this recession, we are going to prepare for the next one.. Maybe we think too far.. But I think tat it’s better to be prepared.. Another 10 years down the road..It will be year 2018.. Now have to save every penny.. Trying to be more positive everyday..

A touching sad song..

2008-10-11T22:21:00.005+08:00

Was listening to 933 yesterday .. Heard another of Jay's new song.. Quite touched by this song..I was almost...

说好的幸福呢?

你的绘画凌乱着

在这个时刻

我像气氛纯白的白鸽

甜蜜散落了

继续莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌

假装没事了

时间过了走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了倦了

我哭了

一开始都不快乐

你用卡片纸写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了? 你累了?

说好的幸福呢?

我懂了不说了

爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻

我都还记得

你不懂了

说好的幸福呢?

我错了

泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢?

Sad News...

2008-10-08T14:24:00.001+08:00

Been reading the news recently.. Haiz.. The financial news are getting more & more depressing :’( Oh well, guess at this point of time, it’s best to tighten our purses & wallets.. Hafa cut down on stuff like dining in restaurant etc .. Haiz.. Land line charges are increasing, electricity bills are raising and bus fare too ! .. Well, guess hafa live each day as it is.. At least most of us are healthy and we should be thankful.. Yep, tat’s wat I told myself everyday.. Well, if I can’t find a pem job, I have another plan in mind.. Hopefully I can fulfill it .. :)

我们女孩当自强大不了受一点伤

会让我们更漂亮 top girl都要做自己的救世主

Am I living in my own world or people are getting more strange ?

2008-10-04T21:13:00.003+08:00

Have been blogging here for a year liao ! Heehee.. :p There are many years to go :P Hopefully still got pple read la .. Haha ! Anyway .. hmm.. life has become drama again for me again .. Maybe it's just me wanting to live in my own world and running away from certain stuff.. Received a shocking sms yesterday.. Just realised tat life is so unpredictable .. :( We must treasure those we love so dearly..

这一生只愿只要平凡快乐谁说这样不伟大呢 ?

Dunno ..

2008-10-02T17:40:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, dun understand why pple react in a certain strange way… I guess God makes everyone different .. Each has his/her own weakness or strength.. I seriously dunno y tat person treated me this way .. There are many q in my head .. Is a smile or greeting or acknowledgement of presence so difficult ? If I know someone , I would wave, smile & have eye contact.. I dunno .. And I guess it’s rather tiring to guess here & there..

p.s do u guys like my Winnie the pooh pic ? hee :p I love it !

对的错的做了选择故事说到这

Lazy me... yawn

2008-09-30T13:53:00.003+08:00

Yawn !! Now at work, typing this.. Dunno la..It has been rainy since yesterday.. I never really like rain when I am outside..Haha !I love rain when I’m at home or at nite..
Haha ! Rainy days tend me to make me a bit of emo.. Haha !Wishing tat I’m at home now .. Lying on my bed, listening to radio and enjoying a cup of tea or kopi.. hee.. Yippeee.. Tmr is PH.. can rest & relax.. can nua..Dunno… Suddenly I feel very lazy & super sian.. LOL ! Maybe it’s the lazy part of me creeps in.. :p Hopefully the US bailout talk will come thru’ soon as afraid tat things may turn… I dunno .. *yawn* Anyway was helping my colleague to do some research and chanced upon this article.. Found it quite meaningful ..

My story : Grandfather's Lunch

I never thought about the dangers of growing up in Vietnam during the war. I had more important things to worry about I was six. Aunt Trang, who was eight years older, was helping me get dressed. I was excited at the prospect of getting out of the house.Grandma, the ever-concerned matriarch of the family, recited her litany of reminders: "Stay on the side of the road. Look both ways before crossing the street. Be careful not to spill the food. Run along now." So hand in hand, with Aunt Trang carrying the lunch rack, we scurried one block down the road to our grandfather’s place.

My father, a staff sergeant with the Philippine Air Force, worked as a surgical technician in Vietnam for eight years and had married a local girl. The demands of his job meant that he was away from home for weeks at a time.

Mum taught high school during the day and worked most evenings as an English interpreter at a hospital. I was often left in the care of my grandmother, who gave me and Aunt Trang the job of taking lunch to our grandfather, her estranged husband, who lived alone in a small rented apartment.

I learnt of his existence only when Grandma introduced me to him when I was about five years old. He was a retired regional judge and took great delight in meeting me; he gave me my first five cac (the equivalent of cents at the time).

What started as a brief visit quickly turned into a daily midday errand.It was 1974 and war was raging all over Vietnam, but in Tay Ninh life continued as usual, gunshots and mortar explosions notwithstanding.Blam! Whee!

"Duck down!" Aunt Trang cried out as we walked along. Ratatatatat! Somewhere in the mountains just outside town, trigger-happy Vietcong soldiers had decided it was a fine day to unleash their arsenal of flying pellets down our path.

"Stay low and take cover!"I bent so low that I actually dragged my face along the ground as I ran. Even though my stomach was growling from excitement and hunger, eating dirt was not a welcome option.As we squatted at the side of the road, covering our heads, I started to worry about ong ngoai. He liked his food served hot. If we didn’t get there on time and his lunch turned cold – oh, I dreaded the thought!

I refused to let this outbreak of hostilities slow us down. "Let’s just run for it!" I said.

Aunt Trang suggested "duck-walking" – walking in a squat – down the road. It wasn’t a good idea. After a few paces, my stubby little legs began cramping. We tried all the life-preserving manoeuvres we could think of, running the gamut from practical to ridiculous.

Nothing seemed to work, and we were ready to sit things out until the shooting was over. Then a lightning bolt of memory hit. If we ever came under fire, our elders had told us time after time, we should run from side to side.

"Bullets travel in a straight line," they assured us. "Run in a zigzag."So taking a deep breath, we set off again, running wildly back and forth across the road. It was only later that I found out bullets do sometimes ricochet – not a very comforting thought.

After what seemed an eternity of bullet-dodging, the shooting ceased. "Buddha be praised, the food is still warm," was all I could say after we arrived at our grandfather’s apartment. He was oblivious to the danger we’d just survived. Five cents awaited each of us!

As an adult, I sometimes look back on that eventful day with a mixture of humour, immense gratitude and humility. I now know what my young mind couldn’t grasp then: it’s impossible to go through life without trials and struggles being thrown at you. They come when you least expect them,when your guard is down and your defences are weak. They come when you’re happily strolling down a street and bullets start flying at you.You can dodge them all you want, but as long as you’re alive, they will keep coming, from all directions. You cannot always stop dead in your tracks, or duck down forever. Sure, you might get wounded, but you just have to bandage the wound and carry on.

There’s no room for complacency or defeat.The saying goes, "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade," but I say, "When someone sprays you with bullets, hit the ground and eat some dirt." When it’s safe, pick yourself up and start walking again. After all, there’s lunch to deliver – and a five-cent reward to collect.

(By Thandani Baesa - Reader's Digest Mag)

Money,Money,Money is easy in the virtual world~

2008-09-27T15:43:00.002+08:00

Suddenly just felt very sian.. Dunno y.. On tues nite , went to attend a social activity gathering with Stacy.. Yep, i did went.. Actually , i just wanna play games at The Mind Cafe.. Haha ! It was fun playing games.. Hopefully can go there or settler's cafe one day.. Hmm... Yesterday had a werid job interview..

Q : So ur bday is 10 Nov .. U are scoprio .. Do u think your personality is nearer to scoprio or sagittaius?

A : I think more to scoprio .. ( i was stunned -_-''')

Q : Where do u see yourself in 3 years' time?

A :Having an established career & enjoying life...

Q : Do u have a bf ? Are u attached ?

A : er...no

I know where this q is heading to.. But she asked in a blunt way.. Another co asked me ' are u planning to start a family in near future ? ' I can accept tat q as it is a more subtle way of asking the same q.. Haiz!!! Suddenly felt tat it's hard to find a job.. Haiz.. I'm now almost on the verge of giving up.. A bit tired of applying & applying.. Haiz.. Now playing pet society in fb.. Earning money is easy by feeding others' pet or bath them.. So easy ! Haha.. If only we can live in virtual world, it would be nice ;P

Jay's New Song :)

2008-09-22T21:10:00.002+08:00

During lunchtime , was listening to Yes933.. They are playing Jay Chou's New song!!!! So looking forward to his new abulm :) This song is abt being content and simplicity of life :)

稻香

词：周杰伦曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足?

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃

就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了

谁在偷笑呢 ?

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑微微笑

小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了

谁在偷笑呢 ?

我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道不

要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

Trouble is brewing

2008-09-16T22:19:00.003+08:00

Haiz.. When i read the news headline today , i become worried & disheartened.. This time is jia lat liao.. Lehman Brothers declared bankruptcy.. Merrill was being acquired by Bank of American.. Now ,there are rumors abt AIG being in trouble.. Haiz.. Trouble is brewing.. Like Mr Moorthy said : When USA squeezed, the whole world get flu .. :( Hmm.. It also means tat job market will become LESSER rosy as it is not rosy as before..Now, i'm still on a job hunt for perm job.. Getting worried & sian..Haiz.. Just take a day as it is..

有天我会找到我的唯一

My latest Idols !

2008-09-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

Singapore swimmer Yip Pin Xiu has set a new world and paralympic record in the heats of the 50m Women’s Freestyle. Wow !! And Singapore has 2 bronze already in the Paralympic Games in Beijing.. Both are won by Laurentia Tan in equestrian events.. Wow !! I seriously respect them ! * salute *Though they have some disability yet they have done great stuff .. I guess we ought to learn a thing or two from them .. Though they know their body is not perfect BUT they never give up !! Finally had a slightly peaceful week after so much woo ha & drama over the past 3 weeks .. Have some goals & plans in mind.. Hopefully i can fulfill them :) Happy Mooncake festival tmr folks ! :)

谢天谢地我们是最普通的唯一有在认真努力要做自己

Sucess?

2008-09-09T23:23:00.003+08:00

Wat is your defination of sucess ? Met up with Cyn & Yee Jia for dinner just now.. Met their friend who is a banker, rich and very sucessful.. Felt a bit out of place at dinner .. Usually i eat very slowly, chat a lot.. This time round, i ate quite fast .. I dunno wat to say & just listen .. Woo ! She spent $3k plus on spa & message :O Out of the blue, i felt inferior .. Haiz.. I got almost nothing as compared to her..I dunno .. Maybe our world is very different.. Maybe i just wanna to have a simpler life.. Guess God make all of us different .. All of us can't be doctors.. *shrug* Feeling lost + emo now..

我坐在公路的出口等待天黑以后无边的寂寞

Wat a way to start the week ...

2008-09-08T21:24:00.003+08:00

Was dozing off in bus on my way to Hougang MRT this morning.. Out of the blue, the bus jerked at the traffic light.. I suddenly woke up and placed my palm against the back of the seat in front of me so tat i won't get hurt.. I was still blur .. dunno wat happened .. Then everyone started to alight off the bus .. I walked down the steps.. One aunty remained.. Blood was still flowing from her hand.. She seemed to be in a lot of pain .. Blood was being splattered on the floor on the bus.. I totally freaked out.. This reminded me the reason y i dun wanna study nursing at NYP.. When i alighted from the bus :O I saw the back glass of the car was being shattered onto the road.. It was a lady driver.. My guess is tat the lady driver wanna beat the red light but could not do so then suddenly brake.. Then bus uncle also suddenly braked.. Oh my goodness ! :( Wat a way to start the week.. Hmmm.. So early kena stunned :S

Heard from the news last nite tat parents played cupid for their children.. They brought the pics of their children and exchanged info with other parents.. *roll eyes* I told my mom not to do such stunts !! It's soo silly !! I mean , if friends intro a new person to u , it's okies la.. But thru' parents ? We are living in 21st century ! Parents may not understand thier children well.. They just want their dream future son or daughter-in-law w/o caring abt their children's interest..

我目送沿海的日落紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头

留不住回忆却学不会放手怎么走?

The Last Lecture

2008-09-07T16:47:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was at boarders before heading to Sun with Moon Japanese Dining resturant with Stacy.. I happened to chance upon this book called 'The last lecture' .. I read in the papers abt this Prof Randy Puasch who passed away on 25 July 2008 .. I started to read the book & almost read halfway .. So i decided to watch 'The last Lecture' online.. http://www.thelastlecture.com/ , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_Mqicx
I think it's very inspiring.. He was diagnosed with cancer in 2006 .. Yet, he lived a fulfilling & meaningful life.. In the lecture, he asked the audience to sing bday song for his wife , Jai.. :'( It was his last bday caleb for his wife.. So sad :( I have yet to watch his other lecture called ' Time Management' ..

Had a nice lunchie at Sun with Moon.. Haha.. 1st time having Jap claypot rice.. Maybe next time can try other stuff.. Looking forward to dinner at bliss on tue with Cyn & Yeejia , dinner on thur with Candice & Janani , a day off on wed.. Looking forward to waking up late tat day..Haha :)

"We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand.”

" Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted '

''Decide if you are tigger or eeyore ?"

The Late Prof Randy Pausch (23 oct 1960 - 25 july 2008)

梦醒时分..

2008-09-05T22:07:00.004+08:00

Haiz.. I have broke my personal record liao.. by writing blog entries from mon to fri.. Seems tat 我却其实属于极度容易受伤的女人 ..Even though , it was rainy when I woke up today .. my mood was light .. ‘cos it was TGIF ! And after work , have plans to meet Janani for dinner to have a mini- celeb tat we made it..However, my mood got worsen by lunchtime..
甚至开始怀疑人生 .. Have u ever help someone and did not get a word of thanks? And the person act like notthing happen ? I did something yesterday for someone .. I hope tat it did really help tat person.. Okies , maybe I was hoping tat maybe the person will be touched by it..But.. Oh well.. I dun expect much though .. I dun expect a drink or meal treat etc.. A simple word of thanks will be nice ..At least I know tat that person appreciated it.. Well, guess tat I’m just being silly & do stuff for this person & yet… I dunno.. Maybe it’s just me being over sensitive .. Maybe I read too much into it? Suddenly , I feel like a fool .. Wat am i doing ?! Why am I always doing all these silly stuff ? *kicking myself* Haiz.. I dunno ..

New formula now in my life :

Stop doing silly stuff + No expectation = No disappointment + More Happyness ..

Yep, I hope tat in next few days’ time , i’ll feel better and dun think too much.. U know in drama , someone stand in the middle of the road staring blankly .. LOL ! I did tat at bugis MRT while waiting for Janani.. Hope next week will be a more peaceful week..This week is too overwheming for me ..

受伤的人就换季春夏秋冬轮替总有你的美景等待下一季下一次天晴

退后 ...

2008-09-04T20:35:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. Dunno y this week got so much gan chu .. Been writing for four days in a week ! This morning , received a sms from someone whom I have not seen for ages.. Tat person reminded me of some sad emo stuff.. I have gotten over it .. Anyway , I did not reply back..I mean i find it werid.. A person MIA from your life for some time and then re-appeared out of nowhere.. I also dunno wat to say to tat person.. I feel tat in life , we have to move forward.. Saw this from Ruilian’s msn nick some time back .. Quite interesting ‘ Life is abt understanding it backwards but looking forward ..’ Tat’s so true ! I dunno.. Guess humans are strange & complex beings .. Sometimes , it’s like we wanna get closer to someone yet the other person 退后 .. When we 退后 , the other person wanna get close to u .. I dunno.. These sort of stuff happens to me .. Can’t understand wat’s the other person is thinking or trying to convey.. Guess it takes time to know a person well .. Most impt of all, it takes two to clap , it takes two to tango.. Atm now, just wanna look forward to new chapters in life.. meeting new pple & learning new stuff..

我想看到我在寻找那所谓的爱情的美好

I'm back:)

2008-09-03T20:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was feeling down & out.. No worries peeps.. The old me is back !! :) I dwelled & hid myself in my sad world last nite & this morning.. By afternoon time , i have sorted out my tots.. Heard from my colleague , one of her son's friend failed ! :( Oh my goodness ! Which means to say tat guy has to re-take subjects again :( I can't imgaine myself re-taking subjects again.. I'm finally outta UOL education system liao :) This means tat i have to tidy my room soon .. My audit file has been sitting on the floor collecting dust ;p

Wanna say thanks to few peeps ( not in order) .. 1) Susan & Jamie for chatting with me on msn yesterday afternoon while checking results at the same time ! Jamie : Jia you for final year ! 2) Yee Jia for appearing online & chat with me though u are busy at work! 3)Stacy for the emails ! 4) Gerald & Janani & Candice for the calls ! To Gerald & Janani : Yeah !! Woo hoo ! We did it ! :) 5) Cyn for chatting with me this morning ! It made my day! Many hugs pal ! :) 6) SY & Chewy for the chat last nite ! I'm happy u two cleared all ! Jia you for final year !! 7) My mom for giving me this chance for fulfilling my dream of studying a business degree.. I will find a better job .. Most of all , Thank God for everything ! :)

Walking down the memory lane.. Yep , 3 years have passed.. So fast ! I did not regret at all.. I learnt a lot actually.. Guess tat learning is a life-time thing.. Atm , just wanna find a perm job ..I can hear cash $ rolling into my bank account .. Muahha ! As for further studying of Masters .. hmmm .. i dunno .. See how it goes .. Well, though the day ended with a heavy rainy , there is a little rainbow in my heart .. Looking forward to a brand new chapter of my life..

你是情人还是朋友? 还没勇气想得太多

你的世界如此辽阔我会在哪个角落?

RoJaK-FeELiNg~

2008-09-02T20:07:00.003+08:00

Haiz.. The waiting game has ended.. My feelings now is like rojak .. It was kinda drama & choatic after my lunch today.. After lunch , went to check the forum .. Someone commented tat results will be out at 2pm !! My heart almost jumped out! To make sure, i went to student portal to check .. Yep, there was a notice tat results will be released at 2pm.. I almost wanted to faint.. Went smsing SY, Chewy, Janani ,Jamie ,Jieying and Yee jia who informed Gallen.. Called Gerald.. Then Janani called me.. E-mailed Stacy , told Susan on msn.. It was drama.. My heart kept pounding when the page was being uploaded.. And my heart sank.. :( I failed hrm & audit by 3 & 4 marks resepectively.. Haiz.. It really happened as just as i feared.. Haiz...Overall , i got a pass degree.. Hmm.. Felt relived as the waiting game has ended and no need to worry etc.. Felt disappointed as well.. I put in a lot of effort on hrm and yet... It's just 3 marks !!! Damn It !!! Oh my goodness ! It is almost there But yet not there yet.. Haiz.. On the other hand , i'm happy with my MSM & ESAP marks esp MSM .. It's my highest mark in my 3 years..Haiz.. Dunno.. Friends told me tat it's good enough to get a pass degree..But i'm just bu gan xin lo..A few more marks to the passing mark ! Just thinking wat happened.. Am i so useless ? Did i not make more effort ? Maybe i did not choose the rite questions to tackle? Haiz..I seriously dunno .. Though my mom says it's ok, i feel bad & gulity.. Haiz.. I could have done better .. But i did not..Haiz.. i really dunno .. The day ended with a heavy rain which is so suit my mood :( I dunno .. Haiz.. Hope i feel better tmr.. Tmr will be a better day..Ha..I dunno.. Hoping for bits of rainbow after the rain..Now , it seems tat i'm standing at the crossroad.. I dunno which direction to go.. haiz..

要知道伤心总是难免的在每一个梦醒时分

有些事情你现在不必问有些人你永远不必等

Kena Shock Sia ~

2008-09-01T17:22:00.002+08:00

Today, kena shocked early in the morning.. Was reading forum abt SIM & UOL exams results..Then they were discussing abt the green and orange colour thingy .. I went online & checked my Student portal.. I almost wanted to fiant .. I saw 2 green & 2 orange.. Orange means failed while green means passed.. I seriously wanted to faint at tat moment… Then I got really scared & worried.. Haiz.. I seriously dunno y.. I feel EVEN more gan cheong this year as compared to previous years..Haiz.. Then I just read the forum , it seems tat RELC haven received the results.. To make sure, I called RELC myself & asked.. Yep, they haven received yet.. So I decided not to think abt the green & orange colour stuff.. Oh well.. the waiting game has started .. Haiz.. Trying to keep myself calm.. I rather be busy with work rather than have nothing to do .. Muhaha ! Anyway, 30 mins more to knocking off..

Simple Act ...

2008-08-29T22:17:00.003+08:00

My feelings this week seem to be like a rollar-coaster ride.. Was a bit fed-up with some pple at work & the way they do things .. At the same time , worried & stressed abt exam results.. Most of friends tell me not to think abt it .. I tried my best not to but a bit hard to .. Been having werid and scary dreams .. I dreamt tat i was taking a UOL Geography paper (!)and i wrote my answers in pencil (!) :S Weird huh ? The week ended with a surprise.. Someone gave me a curry puff ! Was surprised & touched though.. It made my day :) Maybe u guys are thinking ' aiyah , just curry puff nia .. no big deal .. ' To me, it's the tot tat counts .. Then it got me thinking .. Sometimes we can't just focus on our troubles & worries only .. There are a lot of stuff which we often take them for granted and these small acts can make one happy :)

Found this Fish Leong's new song .. It's a rather sweet song esp when u have someone in mind.. It's like when u are in school or at work , u are hoping to run into tat certain someone and then dream tat can together tat kind of stuff .. Haha .. ;P

梁静茹 - 如果能在一起

夕阳快消失了

像一颗心沉入海底

投入灼热的光影

对话都结束了

胸口的悸动还没停

今天我更喜欢你

好想独占这距离

你的小心我的呼吸

谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起

我只想此刻的你的孩子气

和笑眯眯陪我未来的风雨

如果我们能在一起

我只想此刻的我的好心情

心电感应让所有的心愿不怕来不及

人群都散去了

你鼻尖微湿的汗滴

蒸发在我的体温

好想独占这距离

你的小心我的呼吸

谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起

你的天使会比以前爱美丽

会更美丽就像函馆的夜景

如果我们能在一起

唱一首歌更会比以前有感情

心有灵犀就连太平洋也静静在聆听

如果我们能在一起

我只想此刻的你的孩子气和笑眯眯

陪我未来的风雨如果我们能在一起

我只想此刻的我的好心情

心电感应让所有的心愿不怕来不及

如果我们能在一起

你的天使会比以前爱美丽

会更美丽就像函馆的夜景

如果我们能在一起

唱一首歌更会比以前有感情

心有灵犀就连太平洋也静静在聆听

Match-making ?

2008-08-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

Dunno y .. Today just feeling very the bleh & sian the whole day.. Maybe the rainy weekend gets into my mood.. Haiz.. I also dunno .. Just feel like going somewhere far far away .. Getting more & more nervous each day :S Dunno.. Have a gut feeling tat results will be released on either 4th or 5th Sept which are next thurs & fri.. Oh well.. trying not to think too far & too much ..

PM Lee is encouraging singles to join match-making agencies to meet more friends.. Hmmm... I understand from his point of view tat aging population is rising etc etc.. However , felt tat going to match-making agencies does not help much though.. How can one know another within 3 mins ? And know tat the other person is the soulmate ? Furthermore, some pple can be superifical as well.. Maybe it's the cynical part of me which think this way .. Yesterday read a newspaper article abt 3 successful single ladies who are happy w/o someone special in their life.. Marriage is a hugh commitment and raising kids is an investment.. Well, it all depends on how u perceive it .. As for myself .. i just wanna be happy tat's all..

就算一人晚餐一人望海我會習慣

12 Lotus \@/

2008-08-23T19:43:00.004+08:00

Went to catch 12 Lotus with mom today.. Ever since i watched 881 last year , i have been looking forward to Royston Tan's next piece.. Well, i guess tat his piece is different from the rest of the local movie directors.. 881 was one of the nominates in Oscars for foreign films :) This time round, i was not the only youngest member in the cinema .. 12 Lotus has a different story line from 881.. Yep , Ge Tai is still the main theme.. The hokkien songs are more modern than the ones in 881.. Mainly, 12 lotus is revolved ard being betrayed by love for money,moving on with life & letting go of the past.. I must say tat Mindee Ong , Qi Yi Wu & Liu Ling Ling have acted well .. The main character , Lian Hua has a tragic & horrible experience.. 'cos of tat incident , she is being traumatised.. She stays at home for 20 over years !! Not meeting anyone only Astroboy who comes by to visit her.. During those 20 years, she has nitemares and has mental disability.. There is a scene which she scolded & beat the fan as she tot they are the bad pple.. The aunties in the cinema laughed .. As for myself, i didn't laugh .. On the other hand, my heart goes out to her.. I find it rather sad.. For a person being traumatised by a bad incident and still living in the past .. And not moving forward in life and letting go of the horrible stuff.. At tat moment, just felt tat life and human minds are just vulnerable.. Pple can just breakdown when they cannot take it or accept some stuff.. There is a dialogue in the show which is so true .. Human beings are complicated beings.. Sometimes we are happy , sometimes we are sad.. Without pain , there is no love.. Without love , there's no pain.. Kudos to Royston Tan for another great movie ! :)

Rainy Rainy Day ~~

2008-08-19T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today is a rainy rainy day .. When i reached workplace in the morning , it had started rainy .. How i wish i was at home nuaing ;P It continued till lunchtime .. My other collegues went for a seminar so i had some time alone in the office .. Pondering abt some stuff.. In ard 2 weeks plus time, my exams results will be out .. Wah ! Time really flies.. Starting to feel bits of nervous vibes.. I'm already wondering whether i should check results online in office or reach home then check.. LOL! Oh well, think shall decide it later .. As i was alone in office, i went music hopping at haoting.com .. Found this song by 南拳妈妈 which really suits the rainy atmosphere..

下雨天

作词：Lara

作曲：张杰

演唱：Lara

下雨天了怎么办我好想你

不敢打给你我找不到原因

为什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉

沉默的场景做你的代替

陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺

谁和我一样等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪

一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别结局还能多明显

别说你会难过别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫谁和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪

一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别结局还能多明显

别说你会难过别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清哪些

差别结局还能多明显

别说你会难过别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

Bits & Pieces Of My World

e Ps & e Qs ....

Tots to ponder..

Being thankful..

Obama is Mr President :)

Wat's impt to u ?

Are u really happy ?

Ready for it ?

A touching sad song..

Sad News...

Am I living in my own world or people are getting more strange ?

Dunno ..

Lazy me... *yawn*

Money,Money,Money is easy in the virtual world~

Jay's New Song :)

Trouble is brewing

My latest Idols !

Sucess?

Wat a way to start the week ...

The Last Lecture

梦醒时分..

退后 ...

I'm back:)

RoJaK-FeELiNg~

Kena Shock Sia ~

Simple Act ...

Match-making ?

12 Lotus \@/

Rainy Rainy Day ~~

Lazy me... yawn