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What is life ?

Monday, October 29, 2007

Today during break time, was chatting with my friend.. My friend threw a question to me which makes me ponder .. A question which i used to think about now and then but not in detail.. The question is : What is life? My friend told me this which i find it quite meaningful .. Here it goes : What is life? Life is about looking forward and not backwards..Life is full of adventure .. full of ups and downs.. Yep.. I added , saying : Life is short and time is flying fast.. It's going to be november then christmas then new year then CNY then going to be exams !
YEP .. I agree with my friend's tots.. Life is looking forward towards the bright road ahead.. Life's short.. Haiz.. Why dwell on sad and depressing stuff? I have sort out my tots.. Haiz.. I dun wanna have a lot of regrets when i looked back when i grow old..My life is quite blessed .. Have a healthy body , have a group of true and close pals.. have a roof over my head. have food on the table though my love life is a big fat zero.. Have some regrets so far .. The main one is that i did not study harder for my 'O' levels.. Did pass all the subjects but not well enough to get into poly.. Haiz.. If i got into poly and study dip in business then maybe i can get into local uni .. Haiz.. Oh well ..it's in the past .. Hafa focus on the present..Yep, still got lotsa stuff to acheive..

P.S : I can get into Poly but the only option offered to me is Nursing which is not my cup of tea..So went to SHATEC to obtain a Dip in Hotel Management..

甩甩我的头发自我的很明显快乐随时承载拒绝浪费时间
把过去统统丢到那条抛物綫我看见前方精彩的路綫

written @9:24 PM By Simple Gal :)

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough ?

Friday, October 26, 2007

Found this song .. Kinda like it..

I don't wanna lose you,
but I don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't wanna hate you,
I don't wanna take you,
but I don't wanna be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter
to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Now, I could never change you,
I don't wanna blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just wanna have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
And there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love...
it just ain't enough.
Oh..

written @1:45 AM By Simple Gal :)

Expectation Gap?

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Haiz... Maybe i tot too much or what.. Maybe it's the distance that cause that gap between people? Haiz.. Very tired .. After my exams , really wanna go for a month's break before stepping into the even more complex working world..Go to a far far away land.. Away from people , from the busyness of the city life.. wanna go to beach , lie there and stare at the blue blue sky and the cotton white clouds..Oh well .. There is no such thing as norm of reciprocation in reality.. Realised that it's best not to expect much from others.. Even though you care a lot about them .. you expect them to give the same kind of treatment.. However, when they do not meet that expectation , negative feelings will arise.. Oh well .. At the end of the day, it's always best to depend on oneself and not on others..

一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免一个人关灯看见记忆的横切面没有光线过去那些情节更明显

written @10:35 PM By Simple Gal :)

A bit Happy

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Muhaha ! :D Feeling a bit happy i guess.. Today went around Funan to search for the external dvd device.. Woah.. the price is very expensive sia.. Toshiba model costs $400 -_-''' The LG model costs $177 .. Did not buy at that time as still deciding between the LG model or the Samsung Model.. Anyway , went back home to try out my own external device.. Woohoo ! It worked ! Lucky that i did not buy ..hee can save the sum of money..

written @9:49 PM By Simple Gal :)

Sianz

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Haiz.. my lappy kena virus .. sianz.. The system has to changed .. And the consultation fee is $80 . Haiz.. No pics , no music etc..Have to have to dl stuff.. now my external device is out as well.. haiz..have to fork out even more money.. When it starts to rain , it really pours.. so suay.. haiz.. Just have a thought passed by.. if we have a power to erase bad memories or sad stuff from our mind .. how great it will be ..Oh well ..hopefully tmr can buy the external device.. or else i can't transfer files or do lotsa stuff..Guess realized that techology does play an important part in our lives..

written @10:30 PM By Simple Gal :)

A gal gotta do what a gal gotta do

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Another week has flew by .. Did felt a bit stressful at times whenever i tot of those people and their comments on why i take auditing ? or why i dun take Cf ? etc etc etc .. Oh well.. What the heck ! I ought to take these stress as eustress .. Hee.. It means taking the stress as a challenge.. Learnt that from my social psyc lessons.. Hee.. Just decide to take things a step at a time .. I must belive myself .. Just wanna do my best .. Yep, i live for myself , not for others or to follow anyone.. I can do it ! *\(^,^)/*

written @9:52 AM By Simple Gal :)

Questions !

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Haiz .. Faced another silly question by E : Why did you choose to study auditing ? * pulling hair * Give me a break !!! Aiyo ! It's my choice on what i'm going to study .. Haiz.. Just feeling bleh .. Can't a business student study auditing ? At least , i think that auditing is slightly better than subjects like M.E or CF .. Oh well ..

我只想做自己只想为了自己多呼吸一点

written @6:06 PM By Simple Gal :)

Scary Dream

Sunday, October 7, 2007

The weekend came and went just like tat .. Bascially , didn't do much .. Just the normal slacking .. LoL .. Haiz.. Phyiscally , i'm much better now .. Had a nightmare last night .. It was scary.. I dreamt that i got knocked down by a car and went into coma.. Scary sia ! Dunno why have such a dream .. Now , i'm gonna be careful whenn crossing the road.. Emotionally .. Oh well, still a bit upset over some stuff .. However, life has to move on.. There are other better things for me to do and there are lotsa stuff for me to acheive.. Furthermore, this year is my final year liao .. Must concentrate leh and do my best .. About other stuff.. haiz.. just leave it as it is ba .. Realised that u can't expect much from others even though we do care about them a lot.. Anyway new week ahead.. Haiz.. got another assignment to do leh ..

对自己诚实岂只是勇气懂得坚持更要舍得放弃

written @10:52 PM By Simple Gal :)

New Blog = New Start ?

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Hey ! This is my new blog .. Actually tot of creating a new blog on 1/1/2008 .. Oh well , heck lah .. Just create lor.. Got sore thoart recently .. Went to the docs and get pills to pop .. Feeling a bit better though.. Dunno why suddenly felt quite tired .. Met up with some of classmates in school .. Most of them are accounting students .. I take auditing as a moudle .. They kept asking me why i took auditing .. They kept telling me that i should take corporate finance instead.. Some asked me ' so, you can cope with the subjects so far?' or ' how are your classes?' or ' have u started to revise?' * Screaming in silience* Lessons only started for a few weeks only !! I'm still in a holiday mood .. Haiz.. Somehow , felt a bit stressed .. Haiz.. I dunno lah ..

谁说女人的心易碎痛过笑过都要面对寂寞不会把我摧毁不再做脆弱的花蕊

written @10:51 PM By Simple Gal :)